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writes:I'm not sure where to start but to simply put this into a shorter way is that I think I might be a psychopath. I know people keeps saying that if someone really is one, he/she wouldn't be looking for help or asking this question here. I keep wanting to hurt people who loves me dearly. My bf who's been with me for almost a year have been hurt so many times and still remains so true to me. I would say mean things to him that will put him down and really kill him inside. I cheated on him with another guy and not feel guilty about it. I don't feel guilt. I can't be in a relationship for too long because I'm easily bored. I keep looking for new things to entertain me. I could do so many bad things just to get my ways. I manipulated my boyfriend, I used him and so much more. Though, I did advice him to leave me or he will just suffer more and more. He refused. He knows that im quite attractive and a lot of guys are quite into me. He knows that im not the faithful type and never care enough to change. He also said I'm the only one who understand him(he's quite an emo kid). He used to put shields up against everyone else, but Im the only one who could break it all down and that's why he feels at ease when around me. I could see through him, his thinking and his feelings. Even though, I don't really bother to do anything about it.I'm out going and have many friends who love me dearly, though I never feel like hurting them. I wouldn't say I am popular but I'm quite a social butterfly. My friends trust me with their problems and they feel comfortable around me. For me, I couldn't care less. Reply to this Question
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reader, anonymous, writes (17 May 2011): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionYeah I think I should :) Thanks
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reader, Jmtmj  +, writes (17 May 2011):
 Maybe you should see your doctor and ask for a referral to a psychiatrist. I'm not saying you're crazy, but it might be worth getting checked out in case you do have some kind of disorder (BPD?). Not feeling guilt is kind of a red flag.
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