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female
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30-35,
love-struckxo
writes:I promised myself that if I got one wish that I'd spend it on you. I know I couldve done it, I would of struggled but I would of gotten through. It's my fault, I know: that I'll never watch you grow. It's my fault you aren't here but I promise I'll still celebrate your birthday every year. You couldve been my whole life, the reason I smile when I go to bed at night. I had all these plans, but didn't have a dime. I imagined what it would feel like to hold you for the very first time. Maybe I am young, but I was old enough to love you. I'm sorry and I hope they will teach you to forgive. I only got this one life to live. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say, I'll still think about you each and everyday. I still love you who ever you are, and if they had a tomb stone for you in the grave yard it would say, Mommy's shining star. Reply to this Article
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reader, cm  +, writes (31 August 2009):
that was touching, reduced me almost to tears. hope your futures bright3
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reader, anonymous, writes (29 August 2009): That was beautiful to read, and also incredibly sad. I am so sorry. I don't know what you are going through, as this has never happened to me. But this must be an extremely difficult time for you.
I hope that, by writing this article, it has helped in some small way. And I don't know what your beliefs are, but I'm sure that your child can hear your thoughts and feel your love, even though you can't be together...they are forever alive in your heart. xxxx
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