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writes:Hello everyoneThank you for takeing the time to read this.A lot has happend these last few months, i got diognosed with skitophenia (sorry still cant spell it) lost my viginity with my girlfreind. Been hospitalised three times for episodes and been sexualy assalted by my ex. Before you ask yes im on medication and have a wonderful phyciatrist who supports me. Im now liveing in a hospital apartment due to being sexually assulted by my ex last week. The police know and there investigateing so please post this.Right now though my girlfreind is moveing away from me, i love her with everything i have. I miss her and she wont speak to me but still comes and has sex with me occasionly and then does not speak to me. I just want to know if she still loves me or even thinks about me anymore. Or can she not be with me because ill never get better.If you need more info please askThank you for reading and thanks in advance.
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reader, mrg123 +, writes (29 June 2011):
 I think she does, shes just having trouble coping. After all, I really wouldn't still come round and have sex with somebody I had been involved with but didnt still have feelings for. Sex is something you can get elsewhere without the complicated emotional baggage so ye, because you have been involved i doubt shed continue seeing you if there was nothing there. Good they are doing something, I really hope they can put your ex away.
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reader, anonymous, writes (29 June 2011): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionI dont know about if she still loves me.
The police are looking for her to arrest her. She broke my rib the week before but they need more evidance to prove the two times she assulted me sexualy.
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reader, anonymous, writes (29 June 2011): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionAlright thank you for your advive ill try to tell her but she dosent speak to me just comes over to have sex. I will calm down when im safe and my ex is locked up. Im just hopeing i dont get ptsd.
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reader, mrg123 +, writes (29 June 2011):
I think she could well still love you. Another thing she may be struggling to come to terms with is what happened to you. It was against your will, I know that, but you had sex with somebody else and she maybe finding it to deal with that. On an intellectual level she knows this was because you were forced but there is a gap between understanding something intellectually and accepting it emotionally sometimes if that makes sense?
I think she does still love you but shes just having a hard time dealing herself. Id try to avoid pushing her and let what will be, be on that score. Are the police doing anything about sorting this out other than looking into it?
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reader, Tisha-1  +, writes (29 June 2011):
 Ah. My guess is that your girlfriend is scared and confused by the entire situation and is trying to be there (as she physically just was) but doesn't have the maturity and coping skills to handle it. I expect, at your age and with your diagnosis, that you don't quite have those yet either.
My best advice is to stop worrying about her and focus on yourself and the healing process. Let the police do their job and you relax into the therapeutic process. Let go of trying to predict the future for now.
Perhaps just talking instead of having sex would be best for now. Tell your girlfriend that you are feeling vulnerable and concerned and need her to be as supportive as she can of you, but that she may be also be feeling worried and concerned herself, so you will do your best to let her express her own feelings. Victims of assault often have some post-traumatic stress and if you are under the care of a psychiatrist for schizophrenia, you have your own additional set of challenges.
Relax, allow the events to unfold. You are young still and have a whole life ahead of you. Just participate fully in your treatment for now, tell your psychiatrist about your worries and fears and then let them wash from you for now.
What will be, will be, as the old song says. You have plenty of time to find out.
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reader, anonymous, writes (29 June 2011): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionNo I am living in the apartments on the hospital site so its independent of the hospital but its still on the hospital site. It's for people making the transition from the mental heath ward back into the community. My psychiatrist put me here until my ex is arrested for her abuse towards me as she broke into my house and assuleted me for the third time.
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reader, eyeswideopen +, writes (29 June 2011):
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reader, Tisha-1 +, writes (29 June 2011):
So you are hospitalized with schizophrenia, you were sexually assaulted last week, and the hospital allows a girlfriend to come in and have sex with you?
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reader, anonymous, writes (29 June 2011): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionShe said she was sorry I was asulted last week and huge me and made out with me and we had sex barely any talking after said she had to go and left.
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reader, Tisha-1 +, writes (29 June 2011):
What did you talk about with your girlfriend when she came to visit? What did she say and what did you say?
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reader, anonymous, writes (29 June 2011): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionThank you for your advice, I'm trying to get myself in order but my exes obbsession with me is makeing it diffiult that's why I'm in the hospital apartment for extra seceraty. My gf came and we had sex this afternoon does this mean she still loves me?
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reader, mrg123 +, writes (29 June 2011):
Its impossible to tell from this - obviously you have alot going on in your life and are going through some really difficult things. My best guess is your girlfriends confused by the current situation and, especially if she is a similar age, may be struggling with conflicting emotions herself. It's possible she feels she can't handle it especially if she's not got much support herself. I am sure she does still care for you and love you but the question is not that but whether she feels she can handle being with you.
Where does that leave you? I think it leaves you having to work on yourself and stabilising your own situation to be honest; part of doing that may well be a heart to heart with your girlfriend and asking her how she is feeling and trying to get a better idea of where she stands.
Other than that you need to make sure you are getting the help and support you need from your family and friends network. Don't be afraid to ask for help when you need it - it sounds like you have the right support from people like your psychiatrist. Remember your not alone, there are people out there going through similar stuff and more importantly there are people there who will be there for you. Good luck and keep us updated :).
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