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writes:When I was 15 and my wife Susan was 16, we were lovers and I was the first one to ever have sex with her. After a couple of years we drifted apart and later when I was 18 my room mate and Susan became friends and wanted to date, he asked my permission and I said I don't care, I was leaving for Hawaii the next day with another girlfriend. They did date but I'm not sure how long. Two years later I came back from Hawaii and moved to a college town for four years. Susan got married when she was 23 and had a child with another man. After she was divorced from him, she followed up and found me to try to rekindle our relationship, she said she always remembered me and had fond memories of me, and me of her also. We have been together in a committed relationship and married now for 28 years with two children of our own and I helped raise her young son.I know I'm crazy for being obsessed with this and I don't really want to know this information but, now I do......Another female friend was talking to my wife about her former lovers and she started to rattle off names of guys...some I knew about, some I didn't know about. Now I'm feeling very jealous and like maybe my wife was a little bit (or very much) of a slut after we parted when we were young. I wake up in the middle of the nigh thinking about her with other guys and its driving me crazy. Especially since I remember the passionate sex with the young Susan and I am not having as much passionate sex with the older Susan. I hate it and I know I have to move on but its obsessing me negatively day and night.
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reader, anonymous, writes (4 May 2010): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionThank you for the responses
I think I would be better at dealing with this if I hadn't known her earlier and gotten together with her later...
I'm still very anxious about this and not sleeping well
Theres NO WAY that I'd want to have a threesome with her though, unless it were another woman... lol
I like your answer....princessofGod43
thank you all again...
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reader, goowes +, writes (30 April 2010):
 Men statistically can only mentally deal with knowing about 5 or less of their womens relations it she had more so, just forget it she should not talk about it men can't cope. Maybe you are really looking for threesome fantasy, at any rate It would be a sin to call your companion of 28 years slutty now!
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reader, Brunel  +, writes (30 April 2010):
I think if you cannot talk to Susan about this and gain her reassurance you may have to go to a counsellor. That helps but is not 100% b y any means.
I think you need to record on paper all the dreams/ things that go through your mind during the next 4 weeks. Record also things you are not happy about then, nmow and before? Allow time every day to note what is happening. At the end of this period go through it an see what points come up and see what things other than Susan that are issues. Job - children - same social life - You are also at that agew inlife when you are having maybe a male menopause because be in no doubt we get them too, it ain't exclusive to females.
This means that you are looking toward old age and fearful of what that may bring, we have little or no control as to the subjects that effect us. I bet you worry about the children and what will become of them how will their life pan out. What about Susans' first child how does he realte to you. Has she been paying more attention to herself, do you fear you could lose her. What about your sex life,I could go on but myn son informs that there appears to be nothing to eat so we have to go to the supermarket I have been there twice already today.
As I say your dilema is far more common than you think, try and share it with close friends, females in particular? For myself I have had a very tough 12 months so empathise with parts of your feeling of insecurity PM me if you wish?
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reader, princessofGod43 +, writes (30 April 2010):
 Well sir here's a suggestion before going to bed with the old susan...think about the young susan and have sex with her the way you guys use too...maybe buy a sex game or pretend like you guys are someone else...maybe before getting back together you guys didn't have time between raising children to nurture your relationship...if you think of her having sex with other men...you lose yourself in her past that must not have been that great because she is with you! If the sex was so great you wouldn't be there mate!! So maybe the girlfriend is a little immature by bringing up this conversation while you are around...i say...treat your relationship as if it is a child and nurture it start buying her sexy underwear... or buy yourself sexy underwear..have sex somewhere else in the house rent a room...use food...but by all means...look at it as you have taken her from her past because you have won her heart not her behind!!! or maybe both :) but still sir please don't be stupid...you have children she's tired your tired you guys work am sure...so rekindled that old susan...I remember getting back with my ex...I tried some new position and did somethings I would have never for him in the past (oral sex) and we had a sensual revived never before orgasmic bedroom life...one we both looked forward to from work...so what's your assignment!!! God Bless!
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