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female
age
30-35,
*eather016
writes:i know this is not healthy and i know i shouldnt be bothered but this feeling in me is as though i get stabbed right at the core of my heart everytime i see this girl in my college.this guy and i used to be really close and almost get into a relationship but anyway i had been feeling insecure bcz he's such a flirt! he texts girls all day long! even when we were really close he texted that girl a lot. her friend who often saw us going out, always stare at me. today i was in the campus library and i passed by. she took a glance at me at the corner of her eyes as if she wants to check me out like what's up with her. i was looking at her as well and could anyone tell me why was i feeling so bitter inside? i HONESTLY, skipped a few heartbeats and stopped breathing and felt as though i wanted to scream. i know i shouldnt be disturbed at all because it's human's right to lather lotion on your hands but why was i so angry that she was lathering lotion on her hands. when i used to hold hands with that guy i told him how rough my fingers got, because i was always carrying weights in gym without the gloves. and now that she's lathering lotion on her palms, i felt as though i'm so worthless compared to her. what's wrong with me? ever since i liked this guy, i've been feeling so ugly and worthless! please help. i know i sound really immature but this is so enraging!
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reader, dorothy2342  +, writes (26 February 2010):
 Your jealous. But any man or relationship that makes you feel ugly or worthless is not worth pursuing. Move on, find someone that makes you feel good and proud to be you. Life is too short to spend it feeling horrible about yourself.
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