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writes:Ok here is the problem. I left high school months ago and thought that i have moved on from it and evedryone there thta i have encountered. Except for one person i have officially moved on with my life. This guy who worked at my school had issues with me all through my senior year. Whenever i saw him my happy mood would turn into bitter and disguist. He didnt have to even speak and i was just automatically angry? Why is that? Junior year we were friendly and got along great, talked when i wanted to and had a good student-teacher friendship. But senior year everything turned the opposite. He was becoming more strict and had an arrogant attitude about him that really changed my perspective and outlook on him. I even fooled myself into beliveing that there was chemistry between us and my friend never helped it becasue she would always go on and talk about how much chemistry myself and the teacher had but i never saw it. I think i looked more to him as older brother but at the same time i wanted something to be there. So i am just really confused. Why can i not move on? I feel like i regret not getting closer to him senior year and thats what is holding me back from really becoming a college student. Why can i not forget about him? I want to go back to the school and talk to him but what would i say? i think it would be really awkward and i know i should just forget but a part of me still can not let go. So i am asking what should i do? and could there have possibly been something between this teacher and myself? or was it just a figmate of my imagination?
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reader, CaringGuy  +, writes (17 October 2009):
I don't think there was anything at all. I think you had a crush and profected what you wanted to see on him. I think you'll find he was always quite bad, but got worse when you didn't have teh crush and you saw him for what he was. The reason you can't forget isn't that you thought there was chemistry, but that he obviously hurt you by being so appalling. You won't forget unless you try to move on, so make sure you're busy with friends and with hobbies. You will slowly get over him, but it will take time. Lots of luck.
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