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writes: Hey guys. I know this is going to sound a little crazy but have you ever felt like you werent really you? i mean for me i fell like the world is going so fast but im just standing still and not included in it. I honestly dont know why i fell this way. I am happy but at other times its like i dont know who i am. I guess i kind of have low self esteem but not alto just a little. Its like im very outgoing and crazy with friends and people i know who can have fun with me, But around other i just dont feel like i can be myself. I always think that people are judging me and i dotn know why. Am i judging myself. i mean when i look in the mirror i think im pretty but i always worry about what other r thinking. i cant help that for some reason no matter what i do, my friends always try to cheer me up but inside im just not happy with mself. i just cant figure out why. is it me? or is it just my thoughts that are oh so wrong? Hope this wasent too long. thanks
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reader, Omegahero09 +, writes (25 September 2009):
^^ there is nothing wrong with you. I know how you feel. It's a sad, sort of feeling. For me it was just a void I had to jump. Something I had to ignore. I nasty side of me that I needed to let go into someones shirt or shoulder. From day to day, I ignored it, and you get used to distracting yourself. Not thinking about it is hard, but when you aren't it's great.
One day, you'll be so distracted you won't remember feeling that way, and then it will be gone. I quested to fill that part of me up with something else.
It was and is- love.
Good luck!
-Hero
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