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female
age
30-35,
*rittanyboo
writes:Me and john (my ex) were dating for five months, he broke up with me two days after v-day, i bought him 70$ worth of stuff and he took it with him knowing we would be breaking up not only did i go home and see a picture of us missing on the fridge "he took it to remeber "us " as he said. in the beginning before we where dating he would not call me for about a month he was "shy" nor would he come see me, so thinking he was full of games i fooled around with someone else he got over that asked me out and a month into the relationship a girl sent me a convo of them on msn he was asking her to give him head ect and showed her a pic of his penis. i forgave him, girls kept texting his cell and i got paranoid/lost trust he gave me his msn and facebook passwords as i looked through his e mails i saw he was one about 5 diffrent hook up swinger sites.He kept saying stop being controling i changed but i just kept getting that guy feeling, he would always plan our future with one other, we dated 5months. it has been a month and i miss him but i dont show him much i dont really comunicate with him, i left some stuff at his house so yesterday i went and got them a friend drove me he did not know i was comming i got my stuff then we started talking as his cell kept saying text message recived, he said i need to find myself and get my career going "he is 25 and trying to get into RCMP lives with parents as of now" he said these girls mean nothing and he can see a future with me later on he told my friend i wouldnet be surprised if we got married and i said when i saw him there is no future i have standards and if you wanted me its been a month you would have tryed to gt me and that another girl can do what he wants, "also the day we broke up about 25 girls where added to his facebook that we had problems with in the past mainly ones who flirted with him and he did with them".I just dont know why it is still so hard because i loved who i thought he was not who he realy is, its like i want him to realize HE messed up and lost a great girl. im currently dating this guy " A.S" he makes me feel so special he is 23 he even waited 3 weeks to kiss me and when he did he made it very special while the first time me and "john"kissed he wanted sex, "he is insecure with himself and i can say i was the best looking he has dated by far not to be selfensorbed by all means" . "A.S is great he treats me like a lady and gave me roses when he asked me to be his girl, but why do i still think of john how do i trust again please help me . god bless
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