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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:i love my boyfriend to death, but somethings driving us apart. i think its me, he hasnt changed much, but i just never feel happy anymore. its nothing hes done to make me unhappy, and i dont mean unhappy in the relationship, i mean just generally depressed.i have really bad issues with myself. i dont have a great relationship with my family, i used to try and hurt myself when i was younger (boyfriend doesnt know this) and lately thins with my mum seem tobe gettin worse. ive started noticing things about myself , how small my eyes aare, how chubby my face looks, how bad my skin is and how odd my body shape is. i look in the mirror sometimes and cry. i look at his ex and think about how gorgeous she is, shes like perfection. nice hair, skin, great body, has loads of good friends, and i wonder to myself how he cn go from her to looking at me. how can he ever think im beautiful after being with her.its taking a toll on my relationship. i try and talk about it but sometimes i get choked up and i make up excuses about my moods and depressions, blaming tiredness and stress. i dont know what to do anymore. weve been together a few years and im terrified of losing him, i just know if i dont end it now, he probably will soon. what should i do?
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