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writes: Okay. I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for about four months and well, this is going to be a bit long. I need to explain my situation well, so whoever is reading can get the best understanding of what my problems are. I want to thank whoever is taking the time to read this and respond. All right. I lost my virginity when I was twelve years old. Since I was twelve I began hanging out with people years older than me. As I turned a year older, I went from older and older crowds. But when I was twelve, I didn't even think for myself and unfortunately couldn't come to the realization that these sixteen-eighteen year old boys that said they wanted to be with me, were actually taking advantage of me and it was terribly wrong. Boys would get me faded and have their way with me. I've had sex with a total of fifteen guys and most of them I slept with when I was younger and were mistakes. I used to tell all my girlfriends I was such a pro when it came down to having sex and bah, blah. I wanted to be a fucking porn star when I was thirteen years old. Everything that had happened to me at twelve really screwed me up and I didn't even notice until I turned fifteen. I changed when I turned fourteen though. And I didn't have sex until I found myself a boyfriend. So I grew out of the traumatized little girl phase since then. My point is, is that since I've been with my present boyfriend I was shown a completely different way of having sex. As if it's my first time. He makes love to me and he's the only person who has made me have an orgasm. A g spot orgasm that is. He hasn't gave me an orgasm though. No one's been able to make me cum but myself. He's working on it though. I think everything I thought I knew about having sex is all wrong. Which means, I'm learning all over again. Which means, every guy I had sex with before him just had their way with me and what I learned from that was exactly how to be horrible in bed. I'm not very good in bed and I can tell I'm doing it all wrong. I'm not giving him incredible pleasure and I can tell, you know what I'm saying? Finally last night he told me what I was doing wrong and how I should do it. I've asked him many times and he says nothing. I know it's because he doesn't want to hurt my feelings and that's very sweet. But fuck. If he keeps that up, we'll never have a satisfying sex life. And I feel embarrassed and I don't want that anymore. I want to learn every damn thing about giving my boyfriend more pleasure than any other partner he's had. I want to learn it on my own some way and surprise him and keep on surprising him. I love him, I'd do anything for him and I want to rock his world. Hah. What do I do?
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reader, anonymous, writes (4 June 2005): well when you 2 get in the mood you could always ask him what he wants and how he wants it ... most the time the guy will tell you if you ask .. and tell him over and over again that he wont hurt your feelings if he tells you you're doing something wrong ... best of luck jess
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reader, anonymous, writes (26 May 2005): Buy Cosmopolitan Mags every month. You'll learn lots of tips without seeming like your seeking sex advice. You can read it in his presence and immediately blow his mind! Have fun and don't forget to Love yourself
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