They always left me out and now we're meeting again..what do I do?

A female age 30-35, *dentifiable writes:

When i was younger through childhood to about 13-14 i always felt left out when me and my two sisters would meet my cousins (two girls) ... all roughly similar ages but i am the youngest. Everytime we saw them i was left out and felt soo horrid one of my sisters sometimes took sympathy on me but then just left again, i couldnt join in and it sounds silly but for years it got too me as i was excluded. Finally we lost contact now 4 years later were meeting them again but i feel so resentful towards all of them when there togtehr and cant stand them and really dont like them ... how do i change my feelings let past be past? i feel when im around them i turn back into the un wanted little geek who noone liked, though with my friends im extremely liked and quite successful xx

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