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writes:.. I never posted or asked anyone before for a help .. but what im going through is just too much and I dont have the strength of holding it anymore, i need to have an advice or i need someone to take the heavy weight ... see I met this girl who took my breath away , i fell for her from the first time i lay my eyes on. i went over and talked to her , we become really gd friends and then i kissed her ... and after that we just been really close and intimate .. we made love couple of times and it was so intensive between us.. the thing is , she made me used to the idea of her.. i was very free person , i hated the idea of being attached to anything and she had the same thoughts.. so we had an open relation.. after realizing im in love with her and that i cant be alone for 5 mins without thinking of her , made me really weak , so i used to tell her everything i feel toward her , but she never exposed her feelings toward me , she always made me feel and actually she said it with her own words that i am a drama queen and that i think too much... we are not together anymore , but we are not apart as well ... i broke up several times with her but she just ignores or deny it i guess , many times i sent her a message telling her that i cant deal or act normal while shes around me .. yet she ignores and still call me everyday ... I cant help but to ache for her ... my heart desires her and the smell of her just make me go insane ... I have no idea what to do, i talked about it once and she was just awh leave that subject alone , we dont have to talk about everything ! ... I mean what the fuck ! .. im too lost and now i can hardly breath at night , i cry alot 2 I just want to be in her arms... shes not an awful person , whenever i have problems she always call and listen its just the problem between us she wont talk about it ... and maybe she never fell for me ! but how come not ! .. I dont know what to think about anymore ...
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reader, CFCSTEVEY2K12  +, writes (30 September 2012):
It sounds like when you first met, you fell for her.. how long were you friends before you went out? did you get to know her before trying anything with her? it sounds like she is young, and is out for fun, but nothing at all serious. she sounds lovely to talk to, especially when your upset and need a shoulder to cry on.. in my opinion, thats where it all went wrong, having a shoulder to cry on is great, but when depending on the shoulder you get emotionally attached, where as she didn't as hard as this may sound, you have to either talk to her face to face and tell her the issue.. or ... ignore her call, messages etc.. i may be wrong.. but i've been through all of this that your going through. i can only hope for the best for you.
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