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male
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30-35,
anonymous
writes:im 15 and i masterbat to men porn and not women sometimes i think of having sex with them, i don't what so ever see myself with a man i find it nasty makes me sick to the stomach, i look at straight porn between a man and women and see how it goes have sex with a girl but i stair most times at them men having sex with them but i can't masturbat too girls,i stop looking at gay porn and lately i've been checking out girls seeing what they have and lately i've been masterbating to women but it takes longer like 30 minutes but with men its fast im not into men i juss look at them naked i hope this feeling goes away because i want to start having sex when i 16 or 17 or now but im scared because i might not get aroused for the girl i try it with and i'll be embarrased ,im attracted to girls only with long hair and i sometimes wanna build a relationship with them but im scared because of this gay stuff why can't i get on hard for just girls this is the only thing holding me back, i feel like a real man when i masterbat to women thats why i wanna masterbat to them only gay people feel feeling and stuff for each other i don't have feeling for guys but i feel like can have feelings for women so.........i juss hate this gay masterbation, for this summer im not looking at naked men all just girls i have started looking at straight porn to see how it goes to do it with girls but i stair most times at the men doing them but i wanna see how it is with them, i gave up all gay porn and im keeping my focus on girls and see how it goes from there i really wish i didn't have this problem i wish my penis would get up for girls, i even see pretty girls i like but my penis want get upor nothing
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reader, anonymous, writes (20 June 2009): Anon, I think you may have started looking at the porn out of curiosity and then became fixated on it. I think you would be using good judgement to stop watching all porn right now. It is not "real sex", anon, it is phony and staged. I advise making some real friendships with girls (as you say you really like them) and forget about being sexual with them just yet. Just get to know them and spend time with them. Don't feel pressured to have sex with anyone, yet. You need to learn to be a real person first and know who you are. Sex is supposed to be an expression of great affection for someone, not a contest to see how well you "perform".
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