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writes:Hi,Well, where do I start. My girlfriend is Thai and I met her in Thailand in a bar where she was working selling sex. 1 year later we are still together and she is about to come back to Australia were we will likely be together forever.Since the day I met her she has completely stopped working. At the start of the relationship we had many fights about her past. To the point that we could not talk about it. This was like this for along time. But now its completely turned around to the point that I like talking about her past. How she worked and exactly what she did with other guys. I got her to talk about it at first by saying that it turned me on. The truth is at the start I told her it turned me on because I just had to know everything. But now it really does turn me on to the point I cannot stop asking her about it. She doesn't mind me asking, but now I fantasize her working again. It is like an addiction when she talks about what she did in detail. About the things she did to customers to make them finish quick so she could leave and get another and so on. It is like an addiction that I just want to hear more and more. Many times I have talked to her on the phone and have masturbateed listening to her talk about it. I've told her this. She thinks its very strange and so do I. The problem is now I think I really want her to work and fantasize about it alot. I have not told her that I fantasize about her working again especially after so long and especially after all the fights it use to cause when I simply couldn't handle her past before.What do I do? I know if I continue down the path of constantly asking her more stories of customers she can remember they will run out (basically have). I know her working again could be disastrous. I know the above sounds a bit sick, but its happening and could appreciate some advice.
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reader, jstens1989  +, writes (1 December 2012):
Hello,
Some of this stuff has already helped me but i need to explain my situation. My girlfriend of 1 1/2 just told me yesterday that she was an escort. She has been with 25 people all the way and a total of 150 people in all including handjobs and such. I love her very very much but how am i suppose to get over this? She fucked other guys for money, sometimes several a day. Its been aobut 3 years since she last did it but still. I thought i knew who she was and then she bust this on me? What am i suppose to think. I thought we didnt keep any secrets and i thought she was the one.
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reader, anonymous, writes (27 December 2009): Im not sure if this is mainstream normal way of thinking.but I know its cool having my partner talk about past sexual experiences while having sex with her.Most men have fantasys about women loving having sex.and knowing what they have done and having them discribe it drives this fantasy home maybe.Sex seems to bring out alot of prmitive reactions, thoughts and urges.People may not agree with this sought of thing, but I dont think its healthy to become down on yourself for what turns you on.As long its not hurthing anyone.But as for her going back on the game, probably not be a good idea.You may be better off going to a swingers club or something of that nature?
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reader, tcrommy07  +, writes (8 November 2009):
 Hi i am sort of seeing a prostitute love her loads, she works at few brothels in town and she real dirty with customers, most of time i get pissed off with her seeing these guys and getting abused etc. but on the otheer hand it does turn me on alot and masturbate uncontrolably it hurts. So its bit of a mixed up relationship i just cant stop thinking about her sexually active life. When i do ask her to perform these sexual acts with me she refuses and says she never does that stuff. Although ive talked with her friends they insist she does all acts of dirty sex. I havent seen her in awhile as we had an argument recently and wont answer me calls.
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reader, SexGod +, writes (11 August 2009):
Reading your story, it is very clear that you are in a lot of conflict with lots of issues. First and foremost is your heading. Think of this, for example, "My girlfriend was a cook... and it fulfills my hunger. Help?". There would be no issue in anyone's mind reading this (first part), right? Then they see "Help?". Now this would probably not make sense to anyone. A cook (we're talking by trade here) would be a most welcoming thing to have in anyone's life, yes? I will not go into anymore analysis of your write-up. Suffice it to say that if one gets the initial concept wrong everything else will go, and continue to go, wrong.
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reader, anonymous, writes (2 November 2008): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionThanks for all the constructive replies. Its good to know that I'm not the only one in this sort of situation.
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reader, anonymous, writes (17 October 2008): If you are both happy don't feel bad, it's your relationship and it beats Thursday night at seven darling and book me in for the next four weeks. you both have to decide on fantasy or reality.
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reader, Danielepew  +, writes (17 October 2008):
 I suppose that the fact that she was a prostitute adds a lot to her appeal. You feel that you will have wild sex with her, and that you will always find a way to push the boundaries. I'm afraid you will lose her if she gets to feel that you just want her to be your pro. Prostitutes are people and they have feelings as well. If she's in love with you, I assume it would hurt her a lot to find out that you just want her to be your wild thing.
If you want a wife, have a wife. If you want a prostitute, go find one.
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reader, anonymous, writes (17 October 2008): Hey mate, I in a similar situation as you. Though my girl was not a prostitute, she got around... A lot... It sickens me to think of her with all these men, but then on the flip side of things it really turns me on to fantasize about her sleeping with these men, so easily and so slutty. Its like, I know it should not do ANYTHING but make turn me off but for some reason for a while now when we sleep together I fantasize about her being a slut/whore and it really turns me on.I think that its probably a way for me, and maybe you, to cope and come to terms with our womens pasts. We dont like it, at all, but we cant change it so we have to find some bit of light to the situation.Anyways, if you find out how to make things better post here so we can all learn.Thanks
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reader, anonymous, writes (17 October 2008): I don't personally think treating the women that you want to spend your life with like your own personal prostitute is quite what she or love has in mind. I think its distorted to think that she did this for enjoyment or that it was sexual at all in nature. She did it to survive, to pay the bills or whatever her reason so be cautious about romanticizing something that was probably quite awful for her. Its natural for you to be curious, but fantasizing about the women you love like shes a whore, is well not a great start for long term love. Let it pass, and let her move on and don't objectify her.
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reader, baddogbj  +, writes (17 October 2008):
 You're not sick at all. When you're in love with a former working girl there is a LOT to get your head around and you have to find your own way of dealing with it. In my experience your approach is much healthier than pretending that it never happened. I would guess though that in the longer term she would probably thank you not to keep bringing the issue up too often it was just a job she did for a while and she won't want it to define her for the rest of her life.Asking her to work again would be pretty much beyond the pale.Good luck with the transition from LOS to Aus. Not an easy thing to pull off successfully.
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reader, anonymous, writes (17 October 2008): Totally agree with the other poster, why don't you be her customer? Set up "dates" meet her somewhere, have her dress sexy,I'm sure you can think of plenty of outfits you'd like her to wear, go to a hotel, outside, whatever...free your mind, and be creative! This way, you are being safe, and you don't have to feel jealous afterwards. But just be considerate of her feelings, ok? She may just want to forget about her past, and this might not be something that she wants to do..so proceed with caution. Good luck!
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