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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:Hi, lately i have been feeling crappy and awful tbh! i mean why does life have to be so confusing and yet so disapointin at the same time? i mean could it get any worse... i am with a guy that i adore but beacuse of my stupid god damn feelings i feel the need to always talk about this one guy at skl, he makes me laugh, he complimented me like loads today (my looks etc etc) he has a joke with me, he favours me over all the other students, and he is always tellin me that i can talk to him any time and tht i can say anything to him and he hopes that i know that! what do i do?? Okay yeah... i know its wrong!! am not breaking any laws am i?? im not puttin him in the position for him to loose his job?? so y do i feel crappy bout this whole thing, i actually wish the skl year would end sooner so i can never see him again, im totally fed up of puttin his subject first and always doin my best just to prove to myself that i can do it and also to please him, i know it is wrong but i wish that i never picked his sbuject and i also wish tht i dont have this phoney dream of goin to uni to study music i mean will i get over him at all in life?? im in his department 24/7 (classes, free periods) so its not like i dont see him, also wht happens when i leave skl?? ill go to uni to study music altho it is gonna be in another city i will probly still think about him beacuse his god damn subject im studyin!! this may seem pointless but im on the erge or totally screamin my feelings out to him, not for him to return them or reject me i just want him to stop making this so hard for me... so if i tell him im sure hell ignore me for like ever but thts a good thing right? i mean i only got 5 months left in the skl and 5 months with him moaning or totally ignoring me will help me get over him?? he does say tht i can tell him anyhting but should i tell him?
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reader, Megan Deetes +, writes (7 December 2007):
 oh dear :( well you don't need to feel bad but if you're anything like me you just flirt naturally- try and keep this to a minimum, your boyfriend is way more important and if your leaving soon you're making boys stress you out which can't have a positive impact on your grades :( focus on your boyfrind and target all you flirting and overly friendly feelings towards him, pick out the things you dislike about the new guy and try to make yourself steer clear of him. By all means talk to him, but don't be as sweet as you are around your boyfriend If you need anymore advice message me- Good Luck xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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