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writes:Love hurts. I have heard this before, but I never imagined that it could be so very true. The literal pain that I feel inside of me is intolerable, and you are none the wiser. I’m in love with you, did you know that? I doubt that you did. I have given no real clues or hints that would cause you to suspect or believe that this was love. Still I hide behind the fear of a pain much worse than that of the pain I currently endure. The pain of love is a pain of beauty, much like that of a symphony. The intricacies of a dazzling piece of music stir my soul. The beauty of it can cause me to want to laugh, and cry, and scream, and fuck all at the same time. A beauty such as that is what I have found in you and it is such a powerful feeling that I fear I may die without voicing it, but even so, it seems as if there are no real words to describe just what is going on inside of my heart, or my head, or the rest of me for that matter. Now, the pain that I have feared for so long, to long, is the pain of a broken heart. That is a pain which I have felt before and I never want to feel again. It is a pain that isn’t a pain at all, but a massacre of everything that is sweet and lovely inside of a person. Everything dies and you are left with nothing but the feeling that you will never be happy again so long as you walk the earth. There is no pain like that of a broken heart. Now, I ask you, are you going to break my heart? Reply to this Article
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reader, Princesswaiting +, writes (19 May 2008):
What a beautiful writing about love! I so agree with ya, its so burning inside that it can eat you up when ya break up. Concentrate on yourself now.....pamper yourself, you will heal, but it will take time.
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reader, Princesswaiting +, writes (19 May 2008):
What a beautiful writing about love! I so agree with ya, its so burning inside that it can eat you up when ya break up. Concentrate on yourself now.....pamper yourself, you will heal, but it will take time.
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reader, anonymous, writes (18 May 2008): Thats awful, i'm so sorry to hear that-keep strong honey.
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reader, notinthesane +, writes (18 May 2008):
notinthesane is verified as being by the original poster of the question The guy this was written about actually just broke my heart Friday night. After a year and a half he decided to tell me that he doesn't like the fact that I have a son because he hates kids. After reading this, you might imagine how incredibly distraught I am. Thank you for your comments. Writing is what makes me the happiest.
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reader, anonymous, writes (16 May 2008): This is beautiful....and so so true. You describe just how I am feeling at the moment. Not really giving any signs or hints but inside i'm screaming those three little words that i want to tell him-but somehow scared of his reaction that might make the pain worse.
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reader, anonymous, writes (15 May 2008): That's a great article, i enjoyed reading it. Ahh love - can't live with it can't live without it hey !?
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reader, loveless_lady +, writes (15 May 2008):
Wow... I enjoyed that. Very touching. Loved it. I know how it feels.
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reader, anonymous, writes (14 May 2008): i must say that was quite beautiful...and i know of that pain all to well...it makes you happy and yet so sad...however the pain that is felt is(to me)testiment to how much you cared...thank you it was a very good article
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