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41-50,
*aylor_1118
writes:I broke up with my ex 3 2 1/2 years ago. It was painful and heart wrenching and a long process. Since I have moved on gotten engaged to a wonderful man moved out of state and got back in school. I'm really proud of myself. After 5 years of pain I saw the light. But recently I can't stop thinking about him and I get so angry at myself. I don't know if I still love him or what. i don't think so but I can't get him out of my head. i don"t day dream of us being together . I just dream of being able to tell him all the things I never got a chance to say, like how much he hurt me and why. he also had a baby with his mistress and I find myself wondering hating this woman and her child and I feel like a horrible person for it. I wonder what it was about her and not me. Whats wrong with me ? I don"t have any contact with him ever at all. When he calls I never answer. Once our divorce papers were signed, I promised myself never again. But I feel like a pycho. I've been thinking about seek some help. Am I normal?
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