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female
age
30-35,
*odie-alice-x
writes:Basically I'm heartbroken... There was a guy I gave two years of my life too, devoted pretty much... I saw nothing but him in my life... He wasn't the best piece of work to be honest... He made me feel like all my friends were out to get me, like nobody cared but him... He used to hit me... He even pushed me down a flight of stairs once... He cheated on me more times than I can humanly remember... Or maybe I just don't want to remember... Eventually this February he started dating someone else who is the year above us in school (sixth form) not even informing me that he was ending it or whatever... I found out through a friend... I lost my virginity to this guy... This all happened months and months ago... I've moved schools... I've tried hanging out with girl friends and guy friends... I've tried moving on... I've even dated other people... It's like I just physically won't let myself let go of him even when I want to... We don't even talk anymore it's insane to still love him... But I do :/ I hate myself for it, but if I'm going to be fully honest and open here that's the truth and... I hate it!!!
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reader, tennisstar88  +, writes (28 October 2010):
 You're 13-15, you lost your innocence to this loser, he pushed you down a flight of stairs, he abused you (did you report it?), he cheated on you numerous times, and know he has a new victim. One strong girl you are, to endure that kind of abuse, but thank god he did you the favor of breaking up with you. I doubt you would have done it. This boy is the lowest of low, he used and abused you. He tore you down until there was nothing left but bruises..then he left you in the dark when he was done. He doesn't love or respect you. The only thing he loved was abusing you..keeping you weak and helpless. When in all reality you're very strong, you survived. But you need to continue to move forward..He can't harm you anymore. Have you told an adult about him abusing you? You need to, so they can keep him from doing it to another girl. Also, an adult or your parents can find a therapist for you to help you get over him. It couldn't hurt to talk to someone.
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