Is it okay if I will meet him personally?

A female age 30-35, *ovelessgirl writes:

Hi Everyone!!! Im here to give me advices...Im already 18 yr old and Im inlove with a 49 yr old guy he is a japanese guy...we never meet this guy..I've only known this guy thru here in net..I never had a boyfriend since birth its my first time to inlove with a guy...were now in a relationships as boyfriend and girfriend..we are now already 5 months in a relationships as lovers,but we never meet this guy since we started chatting here in net.but he already approach me to meet him after one month...but i said to him that im not ready to met him because im afraid if he would not accept me as real me..but at first we do chatting,I already tell him that im not really as beautiful as what he thinks in his mind...and he said to me that he never look the physical outlook of a person,but what he really wants to see is a type of gal whose very lovely inside and outside...And thats the good points to him...And sometimes I could not sleep well and eat well because Im always thinking of him everyday...sometimes I cry because Im imagining that he could find some other girls that might flirt him and attracted to him.and thats what im afraid of...I think Im alraedy inlove with him.I always text him everyday and every night and I always say to him that I love him very much thru text just to show him how musch i love him...but sometimes I feel that he really got tired and bored in me because im not ready to meet him...one time, I ask him if he doesnt got bored at me texting and chatting everyday and everynight until the midnight comes without meeting each other...he said to me no he doesnt..but sometimes i feel within my heart that he found another girl because were too far from each other...And one thing that i could not forget what he said to me is that,because of me I purified him bieng a DOM man(Dirty old man)and thats what I'am proud of myself because I purify an Dom man to a good one.at first, we do cahtting he ask me if Im still a virgin? then I tell him the turth of course Im a 100% virgin...and to be honest I feel discouraging to him and that time coz he ask me that non sense of question...but I dont know what i feel within my mind and heart i feel this guy is something different from the other guys..and Im right! because he is very Smart,have a pure kind and warmth hearted type of guy..and most of all he had a very good sense of humor and he always made me laugh as what did i do also to him...but the problem is he is already married and had already two sons..This is one of my fear because i dont wanna broke a family..Im afraid of karma...One time he said to me if Im still studying because he will be the one to finance my studies..and i was shocked Because i dont even think that into my mind that he would ask me about financial problems of mine...he said to me that I will never hesitate to tell him everything i want it...actually he is a businessman in this industry..but it doesnt meant that I only love him just because of his money..many gifts he tries to send me here in my house but I refuse it all because I Dont want him to think that I only interested to him just because of his gifts and because he is a wealthy man...yes, I'am very lucky to know this man because some girls wants to meet this kind of people...but others might interested his money only...but Im different of them...wat did i do to prove him that i love him I tell him frankly that i really dont need his money I dont care if he is a wealthy men or a poor man..and I say to him that i want him to know and clarify to him that i only need his love as what Love I gave love back to him..and he was cryind at that time coz he couldnt beleieve that me an 18 yr old girl inlove with him as an dirty old man..I tell him everyday that I dont like to call his self a dirty old man..I always encouarge him to stop saying that in a wrong way...and he says thank you a lot to me...and im so happy! my friends keep telling me that why should i inlove with an old man? then they say why do i cry with that man without meeting him personally..I dont know why I said to my friends just because i love him....I realized what other says that Love doesnt choose age...and they are right...

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