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writes: I'm hurting bad over an ex betrayal. I loved her so much, and I can't seem to get past it. I want to give all this love I'm holding in my heart to a good woman who deserves it. God I just want to be appreciated and respected. It's killing me to have been betrayed so often, I can't even write this without tearing up! All I want is to lay down with a good girl, to have that one person that will be there for me, that woman that I can support, and love, trust, and protect, and provide for. I want to be someone's everything, and they be mine! Am I asking so much? I don't care about looks, or superficial bullshit, I've had my flings, and I want to find that special someone. I want real love, the kind that one finds through thick and thin. I want someone to hold, and cuddle, someone to kiss, someone who I can be there for, someone to talk to, to be intimate with. Go ahead tear me apart for being sentimental. Ravage me for being immasculine, for wanting to care! Tell me I should be a player, to give up on love. My friend likes to laugh at the fact that my heart is a punching bag, beaten, and bloody. That I am a tiger on the outside, but a teddy bear within.I've tried so hard to give love to women, to be a man for them, a true man. I either end up with a broken heart, or breaking a heart, and hating myself for it.I'm ready to give up on love to resign myself to eternal solitude, I can't take it anymore, I'm weak.
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reader, Illithid  +, writes (21 December 2010):
 I haven't got any advice for you, but I'm in the same boat. After my fiancee left me for another man (and lied about it), and given she wasn't the first girl to cheat on me, and given that my rebound went nowhere, I've taken a break fro dating. It's been a year now and counting.
Oddly though, as I take time to be single, I'm learning to know myself better and love myself more than I ever did in a relationship. And I'm taking tae kwon do classes, starting a new job, and working to earn my own respect. A woman? Eh, one wil come along someday. Or not. Either way, I'm going to love myself even if it kills me.
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reader, anonymous, writes (21 December 2010): Just give it time as this will pass. I went through the same thing and I'm more in love than ever before. This to will happen for you. Think positive.
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