I want to find the bubbly person I used to be, and be her again.

A female age 41-50, *owerhouse writes:

Well let's see where to start well my now exboyfriend and I broke couple days ago and the reason was because I felt as tho we have been a relationship for a year and he has no rletionship with my eight year old so i felt like I was being split in half so I feel if a Man. Don't love my child then he really don't love me but after we had this conversation we decided to go our seperate ways but believe or not I still love him so at the end he told me that the reason why he has been acting like he was because I forgot say before all this we was going to vet married and everything but back to the story he tell me God told him I wasn't the women for him and he had no intention on marrying me and that crushed me he also started going to church an he never included me I no I did the right thng but I'm stuck andhe reason is because out of every man in the world I would have never though he would hurt me especially since we been friends since I was 19 and he was there when I daring other man and when we break he would be there to wip my tears so I lost a suppose to be good friend and a boyfriend this situation is really a hurt piece and it got so bad I told him never go contact me again for anything and that I wished bad things on him I really didn't mean it but I was hurt please hello what do I do from here it's almost like I lost me in the process and I'm not the same person I used to be how do I find that bubbly person that inside me I no she is there I just don't no where she is at. I'm hurting

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