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writes:When I was a young girl in grade school, a handful of times I allowed dogs to lick my private parts. My rationalization for this cannot be given, for I cannot explain today why I did it. I stopped doing it, but it deeply disturbs me that I allowed myself to participate in that sort of behavior. I have not done this in over 10 years, and I was even able to suppress the memories, but lately it has been really bugging me. Of course now I realize how wrong and shameful it was, and I would never do it again, nor do I have any desire. I've been trying to figure out why I did it, but I just don't know what to do. Of course nobody in my life knows about it, and I want to keep it that way, for it is embarrassing and disgusting. I am an animal lover, but not in that way. How do I move past this? Even though I realize now how wrong and sinful it is to do this, does it still mean I have some sort of problem? I have accepted my wrong doings, but I need some sort of release to move on with my life and put it behind me.
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reader, maxsteel86  +, writes (4 February 2008):
 dont worry about it, its no big deal, let it go. there was an episode about a dog and a woman on nip tuck some time ago:-P have u seen it by any chance?
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reader, anonymous, writes (4 February 2008): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionAt least I have the reassurance that I was young, immature, and curious. It is true that children will participate in strange behavior to explore their curiosity, especially about sexual situations. It's amazing how as a person grows, their perception changes about situations...and I am so happy to realize that this is definitely something that I would never ever do again!! Your answers have helped me to clarify that...thanks to all that took the time to read this, you don't realize how much it helps!
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reader, xapathyxrebornx +, writes (4 February 2008):
 hun your were just curious thats all...as it was so long ago just forget about it =] x
if you want to talk message me x
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reader, polarkite +, writes (4 February 2008):
 Honey, this is not a big deal, and is not wrong in the slightest. I would laugh this off, maybe confide in a close friend, and see what they think!Children are amazingly curious. I did all kinds of weird things when I was a little kid, and really had not much of a clue what I was doing. Freud wrote that intelligent children will engage in sexual behaviors before they reach five. Consider yourself special and strange, and realize that you are an adult now, and can go have adult relationships with people.
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reader, anonymous, writes (4 February 2008): Hi Hunny,sweetheart this is an age ago, As we grow different stuff happens, its only as we grow that we realise the affects of our actions and hunny this is how we grow. I would take this memory and throw it away love, I no you are probably thinking thats not easy, But if you think of the way the world is these days there are all sorts of things that people never think of or feel about and they constantly hurt others day in and day out all through there lives. You were a young child, If this is getting you so very down write it on a peice of paper and burn it and say goodbuy to this memory once and for all TAKE CARE LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYERS MANDY xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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