A
female
age
36-40,
anonymous
writes:I met an older man (39) online last year and when we finally met, we had amazing chemistry. We quickly fell in love and married after only 3 weeks. Everything seemed great and we experimented with many sexual fantasies. We are both bisexual and invited men and women to join us frequently. He allowed me to have a stable boyfriend (a great guy who I was seriously involved with before meeting him) and he allowed me to express my feelings for my boyfriend freely. After a few months; things just weren't the same! He asked things of me that I was not comfortable with and I saw his true colors (control freak, manipulator, pedophile, etc..) suddenly he said he wanted a break and he blackmailed me to sign divorce papers. He set me up to be arrested for domestic violence and the consequences of my arrest have been terrible!! He placed a restraining order on me but came back around.... He had become violent and abusive. We tried fixing things several times until I finally got sick of it all.I have since been trying to mend my relationship with my long term boyfriend. He is reluctant because of the lifestyle I've had and because of many mistakes. I feel like a crazy person... I'm very attached to him, we talk daily and he is a beautiful person inside and out. I can't help feeling that I'm a sicko. The guilt is eating me up. I guess I came here to vent and listen to what you have to say. I enjoyed multiple partners and the party life but now I wish I would've never left my long term boyfriend. Confused about monogamy.
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