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writes:Hey, well basically ill try and keep it short and simple. About 7-8 months ago i left highschool because i had a mental break down and everything just went wrong. I fell out with pretty much all my friends, for different reasons, some of them i fell out with because they werent real friends they put me down and were just mean to me and made me feel 10x worse while i was depressed. Others because they generally didnt care about me and ditched me but when the shit hit the fan they were all so intrested to snoot around and pretend to be kind. And a few more i just felt i couldnt trust, and was just not in the state or mood to really talk to anyone as everyone had so many qeustions. Well its been 8 months now but yet people are still horrible to me in the streets and when im out, i really try not to let it bother me but as i have severe anxiety it makes me feel horrible. Whatever they say i can't ignore, and it really hurts i do sometimes want to curle up in a ball and just hide from everyone and never go out again. I live in a small town so its hard avoiding people. I have made so much progress since thoughs months back but when ever they say something i feel like im back at sqaure one as it destroys my confidence. I do try and say something back but sometimes i freeze or instead can't think of anything good to say untill later. Its been getting me down for ages now, my family knows about them and so does a mental clinic i used to go to. But there isnt anything they can do to help as unless i ran away from here i wouldnt be able to avoid them. I just want everyone to go away, i have trust issues as it is, but now im suspicious of everyone i think everyone is out to get me and i get mixed feelings about every person i meet as im so paranoid they are acutally taking the piss. I don't even feel that i want to be friends with people because i just hate them. Please help ?
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reader, Moo's Mum  +, writes (6 August 2011):
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reader, xTheAlmightyDuckx +, writes (6 August 2011):
xTheAlmightyDuckx is verified as being by the original poster of the question Yeah sorry about that. I wrote this one first but my connection cut out just when i sent it, so i didnt think it had sent so i wrote another one.
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reader, Moo's Mum +, writes (6 August 2011):
This post is basically a repeat. see answers here http://www.dearcupid.org/question/why-do-people-take-an-instant-dislike-to.html
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