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writes:I'm fifteen years old. What I am about to say may get you a little freaked out, but please don't be so quick to judge!Last month, I went to the doctor because my mom said she had some concerns about my health and etc. I have panic attacks, not often, once every few months I'd say. Also, when I have an earache or pain in my head and so on.. I google it on the internet and come up with some drastic story about how I have a brain tumor and I need to go to the doctor right away or else I will die.It is NOT a cry for attention. In my head, I truly believe like I will die and I have always had a fear of dying in my sleep, it use to keep me up for days, but now I am not so cautious about it.In september, I got beat up pretty bad by a girl who didn't like me, because she thought I was trying to steal her boyfriend, etc. I got my head slammed a few times, I went for x-rays, but they said nothing seemed wrong with my head, though I do get unusual pains in my head from time to time.Sometimes, I hear voices inside my head. It's not like voices telling me to do this and that. It's like my voice inside of my head, but it's very empowering. I still know what's going on around me when it's happening, but it's like I am not there, my face goes dull and it usually happens for about ten minutes, every three to four months.I am not crazy or anything, well at least I hope. I have a normal teenage life, and I'm very popular with friends and boys as well.My doctor said that I would have to come clean from drugs in order to diagose me with something, so I haven't done anything since, and I plan to keep it that way.Also, last month I discovered I had an std from my ex boyfriend, whom I fell inlove with and I am still hurting very bad about that..Am I crazy? or am I just suffering a great deal of stress, it's hard for my brain to handle?
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reader, 1perrito  +, writes (15 March 2009):
 hey, relax...I feel that the best thing that you should do is stay away from the drugs.Are you doing Crystal?Crystal is a very powerful drug. I did it when I was younger and, girl!, that was awesome! Coke is good, also.I stay away from stuff like that now, though.I grew up in a drug culture in California and so I know how it is.As for the STD, for sure, keep your system clean. Take the medicine necessary to get rid of the STD. Then, keep clean. Don't allow another man to touch you for atleast 3 months.After that, use condoms. Sex is good, but, you don't want to get another STD. Plus, there is the possibility that you could get pregnant. You are too young for that.
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reader, Pointblank66  +, writes (15 March 2009):
Your totally sain, fear if death is a natural human feeling, it happens to everyone at some point. But don't let that get u down! Go out, party live life to the fullest so when the time does come u have no regrets about livin in fear.
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