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female
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30-35,
*hirleyshirl123
writes:A few days ago me and my boyfriend of 2 and a half years split up. Lets call him Bradley. He is the sort of person who cares very much but doesnt really know how to show it. Because of this I didnt feel loved and I could feel that something missing. I knew I had felt cherished before by my Ex boyfriend before him (lets call him Frank), so I decided that I thought I was still in love with Frank.I went running to Frank and told him how I felt about him. Its been a week and Frank and I have slept together 3 times. I have realised that I do still love Frank but I am not in love with him. We have different lifestyles now and we are different people. But the thing is, I have messed Frank around so much before. Probably about ten times before i got with Bradley 2 and a half years ago. And I've gone and done it again... even though I keep thinking that I want to be with Frank... I know I dont want to be with him in the long run.I want to be with Bradley. Even though I already told my friends that we split up because I was still in love with Frank. Me and my big mouth. Bradley may not be super romantic but he is the best guy in the world, any woman would kill for a bloke to treat them like he treats me.Bradley says he wants to get back with me, even though now Frank thinks that we are taking things steady. I dont want to have to mess Frank around again. He gets in a right state when he gets upset and punches walls and basically he will feel like ive torn his world apart again. What's wrong with me. Why am i such a bich. And what the hell should I do. Please help. x
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