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writes:I've been with my husband 4 11 yrs and married 4 3. He has cheated on me twice that i knw of and got hiv. I tested neg, thank God 4 that. That was 4yrs back. I stayed bcoz i love him so much. I did think of living but i couldn't imagine life without him. About 3mnts back i lost my sister 2 aids and now i'm afraid that i'm going 2 lose him 2. I know about pos thinking and everything and he's fine, cd4 of 750 but i still can't get death out of my mind. My sister was my rock, best frd and at time my mother. I can't go through that again, i don't think i'll ever get over her death. 4 the 1st time in our relationship i find myself wanting 2 cheat on him. Plz help me, i really don't want 2 but i feel like there's a part of me that's missing.
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reader, anonymous, writes (3 April 2010): This is verified as being by the original poster of the questionI think u r rite about me needing comfort as my sister was the only one who knew about my hsbnds status,and yes i have been protecting myself. 2day i was suppose 2 meet with the other guy but i couldn't. I'm afraid what will happen when my hubbie finds out cos i believe that nothing stays hidden 4ever. This other guy has been my friend 4 a long time but my hsbnd doesn't know him.
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reader, anonymous, writes (2 April 2010): It seem like your'e a very good woman. I cant believe you stood around after he caught hiv+ he risked your life too. I dont believe that you are wrong for wanting to cheat.Honestly i think you just need comfort.I hope and pray you are doing things to protect yourself.
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reader, anonymous, writes (2 April 2010): It seem like your'e a very good woman. I cant believe you stood around after he caught hiv+ he risked your life too. I dont believe that you are wrong for wanting to cheat.Honestly i think you just need comfort.I hope and pray you are doing things to protect yourself.
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