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writes: Hi everybody,I don't know what to do. I am in a very difficult part of my life. Me and my boyfriend of 1 and a half years broke up just over a week ago over a silly argument. He got nasty and called me offensive names btu then he told me he was sorry and he said if I gave him another chance he would make me happy.I said no. I turned his offer down because when I was single for a few days I realised what I had been missing. I had fun with other people and I didn't feel guilty about my boyfriend not being there! In the last few months we were going out I got 'scared' of intimacy. I didn't and still don't want to be touched hugged or kissed. I just get all tense and I dont like it. The thing is it is very strange because when my boyfriend split up with me there was a guy who was there for me. He was like my only friend and I think I have feelings for him. I don't think he has feelings for me though and I don't know what to do! I don't want a proper relationship cus I can't handle the stress but I just want this guy so much! It's so hard cus I keep having dreams about kissing him and when I wake up I feel happy and I feel like that's what I want to do.What I don't want to do though is have a boyfriend. I don't want to hold hands or do the things bf and gfs do! I just want to feel special just for a few minutes and this guy could do it! I know I can't do anything with him cus it's unfair if I don't want a relationship plus I'm not even sure how he feels but this kind of 'desire' is getting worse!I can't just forget about it! It's like I want a one night stand (but not sex or anything - just one kiss or something) I feel like that would make it better!What do I do? I'm so confused. Do I feed this desire or forget about it? If I have to forget about it? How do I do it? I've tried everything!thanks for your help!
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reader, wwww.datinghaven.com +, writes (26 September 2005):
I dont understand, you said you broke up with your bf, rite? Yet you didnt feel guilty about your bf not being there? :S
Anyway, you should stay single and im sure with looks like those many guys would want to kiss you!
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