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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:Hi, I really need help.I really really like my (female) english teacher. She's just so beautiful and kind. She lends me book, and I've never got below a G1 in my marks for my english work. (Our grades go Good Sound Poor, and the lower the number, the more effort you've put in, with 1 being the best. You can also get +s and s.)I take any chance to see her, 'cus she's really nice to me. In class, she always knows if I have my hand up, she calls on me without looking to see if my hand's up. It's like she's physic! When she's happy, I'm happy, but if she's sad I want to cry.Call this what you will, love, obsession, a crush, whatever.I don't want advice on how to get with her, I know it's illegal. I want advice on how to get over her. I just can't stop thinking about her. I have fancied boys before, and I don't think I'm gay or bi, 'cus I never fantasise about kissing her or anything. I just want her to like me and be happy, and I want to spend all my time with her. The thing is, I can't stop thinking about her. I spend more time on English than anything else. I can't wait 'til my English lessons, and hate it when I have to miss one for any reason. I managed to get an E grade (The highest grade you can get at our school, they're like uber-special) and it made me happier than I believed possible, just to think that she thought I was good enough for such a high grade. I would love her to be my friend, but somehow I think my feelings are stronger than that. One time I was babbling (nervous because I was so close to her) and asking if she wanted my book now, andas I went to get it she touched my shoulder and I just went completely red. There was an open day, and our year have to guide people around, and when we finished we were meant to go to our next class. Mine happened to be English. Most of our class couldn't be bothered to turn up so there were only four girls. We just spent the whole lesson chatting (None of us could be bothered to start on prep-it was meant to be private study) and it just made me so happy. We were talking about sports at one point, and we are just so similar. I asked her if she ice-skated (I love ice-skating, and we'd just been talking about skiing) and she said she was like bambi on ice. I offered to teach her (I've taught many of my friends) andshe laughed for ages. I felt gloriously happy.I'm sorry for going on and on, but I just needed to get it all out.I am mainly reposting this because I haven't had any answers for ages, and I think the new infromation I've added might be helpful.It's like the song from Scouting for Girls: "Every time that we meet, I skip a Heartbeat."Thanks.
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reader, pepper27 +, writes (28 May 2008):
 Hi Hunny
An older person is taking a interest in your work giving you the appreciation you deserve she is kind and caring and you think she is an amazing person. This can happen in our lives as we grow and learn hunny we can care for someone that shows great interest in our abilitiys to do a good job..Maybe no one else in your life has shown you such appreciation maybe you need to feel your good at something and liked as you dont get in elsewere, And that is were this happiness and joy comes in your life with this person..You made her laugh and made her happy in turn making you laugh and happy...You no you cant be involved with this teacher and as we grow people will enter our lives that have an impact on it..We can take it in the wrong context as we are young and dont fully understand the feeling that we are going through sweetheart..If you are not appreciated in other areas of your live this will come across as a huge impact on you just to be given the opportunitys that this teacher has given you and the attention...So making you think alot about the happy times you have spent in the classroom..If you need a chat message me love and I'll try and help you understand as much as I can but you have to want to hunny ok YOU TAKE CARE OF YOU WITH LOVE AND HUGS MANDY XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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