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writes: Never much fond of summer season but this year, it's way too good just to whinge and moan about the heat.I hung out with my female cousin far more frequent than usual... I just love being with her. In fact, I have a secret feeling towards her (see earlier post/s). Whenever we have plans to hang out I could not sleep because of how excited I feel. I like bringing her places and making her experience new things. Well that was summer...This fall, I barely get to see her due to: (1) shes attending college and I work grave shift (2)she recently got a seasonal job (3) my days off is in conflict with her studies. Those are the bricks that walls us separately.We live only few miles away, seven to be exact, and I last saw her on the 30th of September. But I'm going crazy not seeing her at all ever since. I don't want to initiate the conversation "again" cause as of my current state at the moment I know I will do/say something idiotic. I want to tell her how I feel about her no doubt but I do not know if I'm ready for her answer good or bad.. Any advice?
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nodachi123 is verified as being by the original poster of the questionIts certainly easily said than done. It took me nearly seven years to try and get over her but the temptation of seeing her is a lot more stronger than giving it all up. Does she have any idea what I'm up to? I don't think she's that clueless cause that would mean I lack the connection. We were mistaken to be a couple a few times and I'm both times I acted bashful and stumbling for words. She just makes me really happy whenever I'm ar
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