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*ikitaAna
writes: Hey,sorry for my English,i am not born in England.I have big problem and i have ocd,hipohondria and panic attacts.I am 16 year old female and i questioned my sexuallity since 12 year.Am i str8,lesbian,bisexual,bi curious?Please help,don't be mean :)I allways liked boys,since i was 7 years old.But when i was 10,my female friend wanted to experiment,i lay on her and moved our bodies.I didn't know what is sex then and this wasn't sexual thing for me.Then i started to watch lesbian porn and masturbated to both sexes,more women body turns me on.Now i don't do that and i don't want anything with girls,i had boyfriends and i liked them,never girls.I tried hot chat with both,but it is like fantasy,i wouldn't do it in real life.I never liked girls emotionaly and romanticly,i don't like them.On street i look boys,not girls.I allways fall "in love" and crushes are on Justin Chambers,Johnny Depp..but my role model are Monica Bellucci,Fahriye Evcen because i look like them,but i am not in love with them,understend? :) i don't wanna be lesbian or bi,because myself(want boyfriend,husbend,kids and men),family,i am kind a homofobic,sorry :) HELP ME PLEASE PLEASE.KISSICI
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reader, NikitaAna +, writes (30 September 2012):
NikitaAna is verified as being by the original poster of the questionThanks :)
Now i am freaking out because i am scared about my experience as a child(that means i am suposted to be lesbian??) but in the other hand i had crush on male teacher.
Maybe i had crush on friends who were girls,i don't know..
I realised that i like str8 and male gay porn,lesbian is not interesting NOW.But when i was 12-16 it was.Why?does that mean i am lesbian?
Can some bi or les answer me?
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reader, NikitaAna +, writes (24 September 2012):
NikitaAna is verified as being by the original poster of the questionThanks for answer and honesty :-)
I said that because she was my best friend and she knowed that i like him,but it is not matter
People,tell me where are my mistakes in writting and i also want to meet people from England and other countries :) write me on mail :)
Now i think i am maybe in denail?I don't know anymore.But i think it is "str8 but bi curious)
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reader, NikitaAna +, writes (23 September 2012):
NikitaAna is verified as being by the original poster of the questionI understand that i don't have to label myself:but i am scared that one day i would be old lesbian and alone and maybe i would realise that i don't like man or women(it is complicated),i can't even imagine being with girl.Am bi or lesbian?Because i consider myself straight.Now i have crush on boy,who has a gf,and i hate that bitch
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reader, anonymous, writes (23 September 2012): Who cares what your sexuality is? If you like someone, then you like them. That's all. It doesn't really matter if they are male or female. Love is love. Really, this isn't something you should stress about, it's too time consuming to put a label on yourself.
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