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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:I had this boyfriend that I went out for a period of just over 6 months that went on and off. Ive allways wanted it to stay on forever.But I dont think that he will ever love me again or still has any feelings for me.Me and my exboyfriend broke up many times for reasons of him lying to me, me cheating on him , and me suspecting him of cheating.one of the times we broke up was because he would not tell me the truth about subjects and I felt if he didnt tell the truth then are relationship will be a lie.We broke up about 2 time s because I cheated. But this was not realy my fualt it was my ex friends he kept forcing me to go out with his brother even tho I didnt even like him. This relationship between my ex friends brother and me was a bit of a when he was down from where he lived we were on situation. he had a girfriend where he lived and I was only his when he came to my town to visit his step brothers.I was dumped to times for this reason. But from then on I tried not to contact the exfriend or his step brother.Then we we werent going out because of this he told all our friends that I had been cheating on him with like 4 guys at the same time and then he said that my friends that I hardly ever spoke to I was cheating on him with.They all believed him and they all turned on me. It took aklong time to prove this was not true but I finally convinced my friends well at least that I was not cheating on him all the time he was lying.He actualy believed theese were true just because he looked on my fone and I had messages from them. Even tho all they said were like how are you? , I aint seen you in a while , and stuff that you get everyday.We were just friends and only spoke when we had to.Then we both and some others went with some of the church leaders to a camp.It was realy strange because we were said to be equal at everything so we were put on opposite teams and he was my equal.This ment we were allways against each other in everything. This ment we would be seeing each other a lot.We became how we were when we first went out. We enjoyed each others presance and that we allways messed around play fighting and those silly little things. I remember when I was nakerd in the field lying down when the only person who kept tto check that I was ok was him. And we sat for a while talking. Even tho that I looked a mess in my old clothes It seemed that he liked me still. I often got him in trouble and vice versa we acted like little kidz .Then on the last night of camp my girl friends that were in the opposite room. And some of the boys from the other rooms decided to sneak out. There was 5 of us that folowed through with it One of the girls was one of the sisters who was 20 odd and she was more like one of us but she didt like it that she was not included even tho she is like 8 years old or so.There was 3 boys there all my friends and me and another girl.One of the boys had hit it off with the gal and they were daredto kiss. And so were me and my ex boyfriend. This was the start of us being together again .From then on it was all good we did more things together and are reltionship was great we did everythhing except sex .One day like loads we had before we went out and talked and kised and fondled each other and I had been curios why he never let me look at his fone. So i was a bit sneaky while it got late and hid it .we looked for a while and then he had to go so i pretended to leave but on the way back home piked up the fone and it had loadz of messages where he had been messaging a girl bbe and love you and that so I called her a txted her saying why this was.All she had to say was we didnt do anything together.Then I gave him his mobile back and said I found it and from then on we rowed about it .But we often had to travel to our weekly club so he was always there making me jelous talking about girls. I hated it he had dumped me when he was in the rong but I still loved him.recently I moved away from the area far away to another city and I have only been able to talk on msn. but my friend found out that he kinda loves his old girlfriend and he explained her like me so it was definatley me. But he said that her name was vicki when he doesnt even no one.Itold my friend to tell him that I still distantly love him.so my questions are:does he still love me?am i that person ?will he ever go back out ?was it a bad idea to get my friend to tell him that?does he have feelings still?shall I tell him how I feel?please answer I need answers
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reader, Stevethehonist(ish) +, writes (10 January 2008):
Oh My Word. you must get as far away from all involved as fast as possable! Find someonne new and have a real relationship. No he dosnt love you and yes your go back out (have sex), but thats just cos its easy for him. Yes he has feelings (he's horny) and no dont tell him anything but "get lost".
I could be wrong though, i was once b4, i was 6 then tough.
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