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female
age
30-35,
*hunky
writes:hello ,i have not that much experience in life neither for school because in my life i've went a very strange phase.. i changed 14 schools every year i change here I live I loved too read and loved to dance loved too act and now i still love them but do nothing .. first of all we dont have money second of all my mother is sick so i can't leave her alone and im still waiting to go back to school ( long story short : i went to my country to go there to school then it didnt worked out cause of the revolution then i came back after 5 months and dont have job or school still waiting though) people always said im a smart girl i have so much live in me .. and it seems that there are moments in my life that my head is empty i asked a question before and it made me feel posetive in the answer i had but the problem is this .. i need topics that i want to read on the internet so i might can talk about it with people so they dont think im stupid i know im not but I had so many problems in my life that i can't think straight anymore I really don't know what to do with my mom and all she can't walk much she can't do anything without me by her side Im not that kinda person that wants to party or something but i want to doo things i like but then I think of my mom and feel bad for her and then i stop my mom get's angry because she paid for my actingclasses but I didnt go every lesson not because i dont want too but because I can't leave her alone and i let her angry because if i tell her the reason she won't believe me because im always in my room... (plus I have no dad arround) i do help her but i dont talk much with her because we Argue IN EVERY TOPIC + I dont have social skills im kinda shy girl even though i know the people for several years i have only 1 friend who i can talk to but she is younger then me so i can't ask her for help im 18 and she's 16 i even had training in social skills but it didnt work out ( im getting kinda emotional right now cause i think i wrote about 10000 topics in this mail I hope you get the time too read this ...now my questions ... what should I do with my mom i want to be with her and help her but i also need to do things on my futur...?I also need somethings some topics about life that i can talk about like im giving a lecture telling something I know and people just listen...?
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reader, Phunky +, writes (18 January 2012):
Phunky is verified as being by the original poster of the question I will never put my mom in nursinghome because she wanted me to be happy and I also want her to be happy not in a nurssing home! the people who do that disgust me while there being succsessfull in life and forget all about their parents that's just wrong that has to be forbidden
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