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writes: Why since I was five yrs old I was called gay. I'm not i like women all too much but its been hard to deal with. I fell off a roof 25 or so feet and lived through it.life is so hard to deal with I stayed busy for the first like 8 months ok by selling drugs just happened but I hate to do that but I stayed busy and it kept my mind occupied. Which kept me from going nuts my life is alwys a few sewc from being in a nut house. I no peoples actions. I can't explain it I just don't know why the person I was going to marry. Is to me the main one that I'm so confused about bc I was brought up nevermind this is just me being one way all good things to wanting to hurt people why and how do I become r ger back the old me there's so much more but its what it is
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reader, BrownWolf  +, writes (17 August 2010):
 First...What was the old you like? If you can answer that, then you can start working towards it.
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reader, anonymous, writes (17 August 2010): sounds like youve slipped into a non stopping spiral, the only thing is though, it will only stop when you want it to.
First thing to change your life around is to completely seperate yourself from the drugs/drink scene, i dont know if you take the drugs too, but i do know your never your true self under the influence.
Then second step is to seperate yourself from all the people that have any influence over you and your lifestyle, im assuming you got into drugs dealing because of the people your hanging around with? get rid of these people, youl waste your life away on the same path with them around.
Third step is find a hobby something to keep your mind occupied other than dealing drugs , such as driving lessons, a new car , something worth it, that you know youl need eventually that needs maintaining. a car would be perfect, and if your sat there moaning,
"oh i cant afford it"
give me a break...you can...get a job!
Thats how everyone else has to do it!
Lastly, if youve lost the woman you was going to marry,
It was probably because of your actions and the people your associated with, and i doubt shel belive you want to change, so if i was you, before boasting "im gunna change", id actually do it first then show her, prove to her youve changed. and if she still doesnt want to go back there with you, at least you tried.but not alot you can do other than to move on. best of luck to you
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