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*ushroomfantasy
writes:I'm nineteen years old, when I was twelve i fell in love with a wonderful girl, it was a whirlwind romance and I as convinced she, delicate and beautiful as she was, was the one diamond love of my life, and we wed at sixteen it was magical and wonderful, unfortunately she passed on at seventeen due to a motorcycle accident.Now, losing someone is hard enough but only one year into marriage and still in the pinnacle of a blooming love it was more than just devastating. It was then that the realisation hit me that I was very much alone. For many years I have suffered with schizophrenia and anorexia and I do not trust people very easily, but since the incident my life has fallen apart, I don't want to see anybody and I'm afraid of leaving the my bedroom, I live in an inherited 3 bedroom house on my own, and it would be improprious to ask someone to stay with me. How can I get my life back on track..? I know how I'm living is wrong but how can I put it right...?
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