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male
age
41-50,
anonymous
writes:hi this year has been pretty messed up for me. i got suspended this year for slapping a girl in my school, my father cheats and has a child with another woman, my mum knows but just tolerates him and even defends him for our sake so that we may have a good education and live well. I have my final exams in 2 months which i feel unprepared for. its so hard to study with all these distractions. i have a masturbating problem and i feel like God is punishing me for everything. i cry every night and have swollen eyes the next morning. i have fallen out with my friends. i have nobody to confide in. Everyone hates me. iv tried changing my personality but it doesnt work. I have never had a boyfriend. nobody seems to like me. I know i am beautiful, and confident. The only thing i dont like about myself is my teeth stretchmarks and bad temper. I dont have self esteem issues i just dont know whats wrong with me. I am insecure, just like everyone else though. I feel worthless. Praying isnt helping. My family is always telling me whats wrong with me. I cant See a counsellor because i dont have the money or the time. Im just 16. iv tried talking about it to people but its like im a bother to them. I know i have flaws but nobody is perfect. I HATE myself . I hate my life. i just want to be happy. To be loved. By somebody else other than myself. Like a true friend. I am confused. Please help.
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reader, AngelOfthemoon +, writes (18 October 2010):
Sometimes in life we go through many things that might bring us down, but we can never let it bring us down. My life is not the greatest either but I try to make the best of it. Sometimes I just wanna hide in the dark and cry all day because I think no one loves me and Boone cares about me. I have learned that is always someone out there that loves you. Even though you can't see it now. One day you will find tht person and you will be happy because that's what you deserve and that's what everyone does so believe in yourself be strong because now your life can be a storm but you can make a change by making it brighter by believing and being sting in yourself first.
-angelofthemoon
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