Highschool life...having a crush on someone is crazy!

A female age 26-29, *tar20 writes:

When I was in 1st year highschool, I had a crush on someone, I'm so so addictive to him/crazy about him, always thinking of him, writing his name in my books!,notebooks, sometimes doing in c.r,(vandal)until I got 2nd yr. hs and he's senior then (4th yr)their locker is in front of our room (so I'm having the chance to see him,.. ) always seeing him in canteen, everywhere in campus but that's just 3 times a week, but sometimes its everyday.. (and many times in the whole day). But because I like those kind of foreigner, I can't stop myself in liking him! And I got caught, until many months past, he remembered my face and every time we pass through each other, he's looking at me. And so I'm like'ugh!! Why did I over act when he was near me?"" So what I did is that I tried to pretend like I don't see him and just walk, (so he would think i don't really care much about him; ugh you know that right??! hahah) but one day the our oldest clasmate became his friend, by giving him cigarette (haa), that's how dey got along. Until one morning, our teacher was absent so we're all just in classroom, I went to d c.r then when I'm about to go back 2 our room I'm imagining him passing through our room, as I go downstairs, unfortunately, he did. but not in our room( going straight in the canteen) but my clasmate saw him he called him "hey!(his name) ___ is here ; by the way __ is my oldest classmate/his frend [he called him bcoz he was teasing me, the whole class know that I like this guy,so der] I said no!,don't! but he keeps calling him, I ran upto the last last row, and I hid behind the chair, (i also didn't know why i did that lol ) after a minute someone said "star20!!____ is inside the room! "" I couldn't breathe that time and they tried to hold my hands pushing me to him to have a shake hands, and i refused it. until he left d room. but theres a second batch of that lol. That afternoon was the worst, he saw me clearly because we were just 10 or 8 in the room ,.. but now I'm junior (3rd yr. ) his college, idk if he is still sudying in our school, college will have their class next week.. I miss him soso much.. I feel embarrassed to ask this bcoz its my 1st time to do this haha, well, it feels awkward coz idk wat this guy thinks of me,.. but there's a time that dey tease me in front of him.. den he just smiled. whats the meaning of that?? At first they thought I'm a stalker.. for me, thats how I see it but idk what is it,. but when that day happened ___ just let me and just like nothing ( oh yeah we never knew each other, I knew him since I was 1st yr and his 3rd yr. but he only knew me when the next school year,. ). As I've said smiling.. oh by the way, he's famous in the whole high school our school is university. and as I know other students like him too.. a lot I mean.

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