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writes:I'm 15 years old, and a while ago I met this guy. He seemed like a really good guy, so I went with it. We talked all the time, and I liked him soooo much. I started to realize I was falling in love with him and wanted to stop right there. He was a senior and I was a freshman. I tried to not talk to him, and even to avoid him at school, but it didn't work, and eventually I just gave up. Well, one night I went to my friend's house and snuck out of her house to go see him. While at his house we kissed (our first kiss together, and my first kiss period) and did some "other stuff". I told him I didn't want to go all the way at that point because I knew it wasn't a good idea. So I went back to my friend's house about an hour later (he wanted me to stay the night and said no). A month or more later I decided to sneak out of MY house for the first time, and pretty much planned to have sex with him. When I got out I got in his car and we drove to a park a ways away from my house. While we were there we did have sex, and he told me he loved me. I told him I loved him too since I did ):. We talked the next day, and just knew we were getting in way too deep with each other since he was going to college and I still had 3 years left of high school. We didn't slow things down at all, but we kept it in the back of our minds. A couple months later, he met someone else, and started hanging out with her, we were still talking and telling we loved each other, but he was seeing her. I tried to screw things up with them because I was jealous and he said he loved ME. He got pissed and told me we couldn't ever talk any more. I tried my hardest to get him to take it back for almost 3 weeks. I've talked to him since then and told him I just wanted to be friends. I really just want to get over him. I don't want to love him any more. And the pain in my chest is unbearable ): I don't know if I should be talking to him. He's with the girl, she's his girlfriend, and apparently he loves her. I want him in my life, but I want to be more than friends. Should I just not talk to him anymore? Or should I tell him how I feel? I really don't know what to do here ):
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reader, josy +, writes (12 November 2008):
sweetheart its normal that u still love him.
i think your just going to have to move on with your life. say u guys ended up being together as u said hes a senior hes goin got graduate and still ur going to have to go through the same thing. its easier letting go now then later when ur even more in love with him.
just hang out with your friends do things in ur spare time go out meet guys. he moved on. why cant you?
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