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male
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30-35,
*ndrea Valera
writes:I've never felt this way about a girl before. I've felt it for so long....5 years in fact. I do not know how to start this. Perhaps I will describe her appearance. She's shorter than me and very slender, not too fat, not too skinny. The perfect blend of both. She's got the most delicate hands and nails. She also has a radiant, pretty, creamy coloured face, and black hair. Best part is: we're both hispanic. But it's not only her looks that pulls me towards her.Shes really quiet, but always has a slight smile on her face, and her eyes are like a baby kitten, dark brown and always wide open, curious and innocent looking. I've never seen anyone with the same kind of wonderful gaze she has. I love the way she smiles, never with her teeth showing even though they are snow-white. She's never insulted anyone, she's never the mean person. I've never heard her say anything negative, and I've never seen an unpleasant expression on her face.I've always looked forward to going to community college before, but these days I can hardly wait to go to college every morning and catch a heavenly glimpse of her....even if it's just for a few seconds. She is also quite the student at school. She scores high on class tests and does very good work. She's even taking Calculus this semester, whereas I'm only stuck in Intermediate Algebra. She is quite the shy/introvert girl as well (as well as I) but often looks around with that beautiful look in her eyes and vulnerable look on her face. Everything she does gives me a warm feeling in my heart. I used to have a class with her last semester and I liked every movement she made. When she rested her face on her hands, when she was putting her soft brown, reversible jacket on whenever it was getting cold, even when she sneezed, I adored hearing it.She's the only girl I've ever felt this way about. I'm 18 years old turning 19 in 3 months. And her birthday is May 22. But I don't see anymore. Only when we run into each other somewhere. I know I would treat her better then anyone else in the world, all I want to do. I'd give up so much. I wouldn't do anything else, rather than to just hold her in my arms and take care of her.But I don't think it will ever happen. My appearance is quite like hers (I don't mean to brag), and I've plenty of attractive female friends. I'm nearly 6 ft. tall and I weigh 190 lbs. As for my tastes in clothes, I dress pretty decent for the most part, mostly vintage. My teeth are straight and white. The problem is I'm just as quiet as her. But unlike her, I'm academically average, mainly because classes are too easy and I have trouble taking them seriously.Whether she has a boyfriend or not......I don't really see them together during high school. Though at times when I DO see them, he'll have his arm around her. I know I would have some serious competition, especially with a girl that has beauty, brains, and personality.If he is her boyfriend, which I think is likely. I do not know him. At all. Though he seems to act the type that parties every weekend. So the only grudge I'd be holding against him, would be a foolish one.Sadly, I'm crying a bit while typing this question. I cannot get over thinking about her, no matter how much I try. I know it seems rather pathetic, but I cannot help it. I'm having more trouble than I should making the first move. Where do I start?
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