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female
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30-35,
anonymous
writes:I'17 years old student , it has been already 5 years since I first got crush in someone, It was the first and the last until this moment, actually he was a classmate and I perfectly knew from the start that it was nothing but a temporary crush, I was a silly quite shy 12 years girl and it was so casual for girls at that age to like someone because if I didn't I wouldn't be a normal girl in the poeple's eyes, I only liked him because of his good looks nothing else and back then most of the girls in my class was also having crushes on him affected by his physical appearence, anyway,I met him by coincidence at a bus station two years ago and he greeted me and we had a very friendly conversation and I felt nothing, it seemed like all those feelings that I used to have for him disappeared completely .Since that time I've never had a crush in someone,to be true, I've never truly fall in love with someone,I have many friends, they like me and my classmates always look up at me since I'am the top student in my class, my teachers praise me constantly and people are always complimenting me telling how smart I am , I already got a love letter from an admirer but I apologized and walked away, my best guy friend confessed to me too last year but I told him that I'm sorry and that I can't return his feeling because he will be always like a brother to me. I don't know why but even with all those people around me and still none of them really made me fall in love with him, it's really strange, because all my friends are dating and happily in love, I have to admit it , I feel quite lonely sometimes when I see young couples holding hands laughing and having fun, I don't even consider valentine days any different from all the ordinary days of the year, it's just another normal day for me. But what I can't understand is that why can't I return the feelings of those boys who always seemed to like me and Why can't fall in love so easily like those silly teen girls at my school? I don't realy understand wy is it so hard for me to get interested in someone... please I need an advise.
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reader, Symon  +, writes (5 March 2010):
 Omg i totaly get this i hav had that feeling for sum1 and i actualy think i love her but at the end of the day u cant hav the choice can u :(
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