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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:My childhood friend I have known since we were born and we hang out every time our parents would hang out. We don't frequently see each other and we also go to different schools but we still live kind of close to each other. Lately now that we are older we hang out more and nothing really romantic has happened between us and I always thought that him and my sister were going to get married and what not because they were the eldest and our parents thought that that was how it was going to be. He recently had a break up that crushed him and they were suppose to get back together. I also do kind of like him, but it feels weird since we are childhood friends. Well anyways, one day his brothers and him came over one night so our parents could go party. I had to work the next day so I tried going to sleep, but him and his brothers wouldn't let me so we watched a movie instead. Movie had got boring and I decided to go to bed. While I was getting up to leave he gets up to saying he has to pee, instead he followed me to my room. I told him to leave, but he wouldn't. I just decide to leave him be and go to bed. He ends up following me to my bed and says he is tired to. It wasn't the first time we slept on the same bed so it didn't bother me at the time. So as we were laying there he throws his arm on top of me and I ask if he was awake, but got no reply and didn't want to move his arm because it might have woke him. Out of no where he pulls me toward him to where I could feel him breathing on my neck. He starts to tickle me and I couldn't help, but laugh and squirm around. I finally was able to turn around and stop him. He then gets on top of me and did this really out of character, creepy-looking, smile. He started to tickle me again, but this time he held down my legs with his so I couldn't move and begins to kiss my neck. I'm not going to lie it felt good. He begins to breathe heavily and slowly gets off me I was really confused and told him he should go cause I had to work in the morning. He told me no and said let's go to sleep and so I told him that he better stop his crap or he would have to leave. I feel asleep a while after only to wake up with him pulling me toward him again only this time I was facing toward him and he begins to tickle me. I tell him it hurts when he tickled me and to stop so he did with an apology. I tried pulling away from him, but he wouldn't let go and I was too tired to fight. I decided to let it be. Josh out of nowhere starts to rub my back and said "see I can be gentle". I didn't know what to do all I know is that it felt good. I then find myself hugging him and rubbing his back. He lies his head on mine and kissed the top of it. I slowly fall asleep only to wake up again, this time because I felt something on my chest and I push away because I had no idea what was happening. He gets on top of me again with the same weird smile and restrains both my arms and legs. He does the same thing again. I wanted to scream, but couldn't. He lies down again and checks his phone and said, "I better go and let you sleep" then walks out leaving me confused. All I want know is he just using me as a replacement since him and his girlfriend broke up, maybe he is just trying to fix the hole in his heart. Or does he really have feelings for he that way. I also don't know how to react the next time I see him. Any help will be greatly appreciated.
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