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writes:Dear Cupid...I have been married with my wife for about 7 years already and we have two daughters who are still in their grade school levels. We live just a door away from my in-laws who were concerned with our situation. I am a sensual and sometime a sex crave person, maybe due to my early childhood exposure to pornography and influence of friends. When I got married, my expectation of sizzling sexual performances with my wife is quite disappointing due to her modesty that I sometimes categorized as frigidity. At first, I just took it upon as an adjustment period for my wife whom I believe will eventually learn to be more hot and expressive on bed someday.My problem began when I accidentally peeped at my sister-in-law's bedroom. She is older than my wife but younger than me and still single. Her bedroom was just right beside ours and there was one time when I accidentally noticed a gap between the walls from which I peeked and saw her lying on her bed pressing a pillow in-between her legs. Her bed is positioned in such a way that I can see part of her body and her legs spread apart near the wall. This occasion has later become a vicious habit which I find very hard to resist especially during times when I'm alone at home in bedroom while my sis-in-law is still on her bed. I masturbated on many occasions at the sight of her pressing her pillow so tightly in between her legs while she occasionally bumps herself into it. I can always see her panties and the contour of her pussy and her shapely butt as her legs opens apart as she occasionally turns herself from side to side. Sometimes, I can almost hear her bumping on her bed. I sometimes uttered soft sounds of moaning for her to feel that she's being watched so that I can observe if she is doing it intentionally to tempt me. And if so, I can't wait to actually fuck her!I can't seem to hold my desire towards my sister-in-law anymore. I saw her totally naked body a few times already when I peeped on her while she was taking shower in their bathroom. I had even become very resourceful in peeping at her around every corner of their house. There was even a time when I found relief in just secretly watching her and focusing my glance on her slightly parted smooth legs while she was slouchy seated at their sofa watching TV in their living room.Sometimes, when I am personally talking to her, I tend to observe if she is aware of my secret desire towards her. I sometimes observe the movement of her eyes, of her body, and her way of talking which seems to indicate to me that she is aware of it, although I am not so sure yet. I oftentimes glance towards her body while we talk and I can see her silhouette trough her blouse. This triggered my libido so much that I just let my penis to become hard a bit as I talked with her. I'm just not sure if she had noticed the lump underneath my pants.Anyway, until now I am still very much obsessed about her. She had already moved to the other bedroom which was left by my parents-in-laws. I am already missing the ecstasy I once had before. From time to time I still find opportunity of peeping into her in the other locations around the house, but they were not as good as the peeping gap through her bedroom I was enjoying before.Do you think my sister-in-law was also trying to seduce me? What would I do so that I can release this fantasy towards her? Shall I pursue with my wish that someday I will be able to take chance on her?Thanks!Desperate man
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reader, long_john699 +, writes (25 February 2011):
long_john699 is verified as being by the original poster of the questionAfter a long time, since I first wrote about my struggle with my sister-in-law, I finally took the risk of confessing to her about my long time hidden secret. It was not really a well planned action that I abruptly decided to do then, due to an overwhelming desire I was feeling towards her. She has no work on that day and I was again trying to sneak around to peep her but she was already up from bed and I was really yearning for some. My parents-in-laws have gone out of the country and my wife has gone to work and I was also dressing up for work already when I thought that the situation is perfect to finally try my luck with her once and for all. As soon as my wife left the house, I pretend borrowing a bag from my sister-in-law. She got and showed me the bag inside her room but it wasn't the right kind of bag for me. We went outside her room and were still talking about it when I felt a strong urge inside me to grab her. Luckily, I was still able to control myself then. But when she was just about to go down the stairs (our rooms are on the second floor of the same house), I suddenly grabbed her wrist and told her that there was something that I needed to tell her. She was surprised but was still smiling and asked me what it was and shook-off her hand from my grip. I again snatched her arm and anchored my other arm around her shoulders this time and was trying to led her into staying and eventually into a safer corner around the second floor, but she immediately shook-off herself again from me and was asking me what was I wanted to tell her. I was already shivering with lust at this point and held on the stair railing, closed my eyes, and took a deep breath. And she was still quite perplexed and at the same time amused, asking me once again while smiling. At this point, I exploded and told her about how I have been struggling toward her for such a long time already. She was so shocked and sternly warned me not to entertain such thoughts anymore and detailed me the dire consequences and ugliness of my intention which I also thought about already before. She advised me to talk directly to my wife (her younger sister) on whatever marital problems we might have and not to include others. She told me that we can just forget about everything we talked about and assured me that she will not tell it to anyone in our family. I reasoned that telling it to her will help me to finally put an end to my struggle, but deep inside me, the motive was really just to test the waters. I was so devastatedly disappointed by her reaction and later realized that telling her about it was not the best thing afterall. I asked sorry from her and she just obliged, but I can sense how frustrated and mad she was of me. Almost the whole day, I can't seem to forgive myself on what I did and can't shake off the feeling of guilt and remorse that are torturing me.
Tonight, as I am writing this, my sister-in-law has gone somewhere. She left the house just before I got back home and told our maid that she will be back home late already. It's already past midnight and she is not back yet and I think she has slept somewhere else. I don't know. I really feel bad about all this. How I wish that I didn't told her about it. I am really sorry. Is there still hope for me to patch things up with her?
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reader, holikdad  +, writes (8 June 2009):
Dude, stop peeping, what are you like 14. This sounds like an excerpt of "Fast Times at Ridgemont High". Grow up you have a wife and children, this is a responsibility you have taken on. So man up and focusing so much attention on it. You'll find out one of two things will happen.
1. You'll tell the Sis-In-Law that you want her and she'll sleep with you. You're wife will find out and Buh Bye to family and happy home life.
2. You'll tell the Sis-In-Law and she'll say "Ohh Ick, what kind of weird peeping sex freak are you?", and she'll tell your wife. Then again you can say Buh Bye to your family and happy home life.
Talk to your wife about jazzing up your sex life, if she's not into it then it might be time to find a new wife. There's more to marriage than paying the bills and taking the kids to soccer practice.
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reader, anonymous, writes (6 June 2009): Move...quickly or your marriage will be over and you'll probably live with the deep regret forever and forever is a very long time.
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reader, anonymous, writes (5 June 2009): it sounds to me that she qas unintentionally doing it and that your perveted obsession w/her is all in your head. think about what it would do your your marriage, your wifes friendship w/ her sister and your family would sies to exist as you know it.
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reader, anonymous, writes (5 June 2009): Btw, if she's humping a pillow, i doubt she's any good at all because she AIN'T GETTING ANY! You are a massive pervert, i'm glad she moved out of that room but she needs to totally move away or you do. NO I DON'T THINK THAT SHE'S TRYING TO SEDUCE YOU, i think that you're being a STALKER and harrassing a woman who doesn't even know that you're staring at her. GOSH
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