Did I mess up a good thing because of my medication?

A male age 30-35, anonymous writes:

There is this girl in my class that I'm really into and she is clearly into me, we always look deep into each others eyes during class and she laughs at my cheesy jokes and we poke fun at each other. She invited me to go see a school play with her on Friday. Today we had to wait for a class and we just sat there for an hour and a half with basically nothing to say. Normally, I'm not that way, I usually have tons of things to say but we just took a huge exam and I took my daily dose of vyvanse which makes me loose the ability to express emotion. I feel like such a tool because we were sitting there with hardly any conversation and nothing to do, she asked how far I lived and I asked if she just wanted to go to my place. I didn't want her to think that we don't have anything to talk about, so I explained to her that I take ADD medication and I'm not normally that serious. She knows I'm not, but when I take my vyvanse I get very serious sometimes and don't know what to talk about. I explained to her what the medication does to me and why I was acting the way I was. When class finally started she asked me if I still wanted to go to the play with her on friday to which I responded with a smile, "of course". Throughout the entire class period I was extremely serious and wasn't being the normal funny me. I told her to not worry about me, and that I'm not normally like that. Then when class ended we had tons of stuff to talk about but I was still very serious, the worst part was when I didn't see a step and almost fell then when we went to our cars she said, bye and I said talk to you later in a cute voice and felt like such a ******* tool. Ahhh, how bad did I **** everything up? I can't stop thinking about it.

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