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female
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30-35,
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writes:So i'm 20 years old and i'm on a gap year(from school) and during this year i've been working in a hospital(i'm going to med school in september, hence my working in a hospital). Long story short, I stopped working today, not because of what i'm about to say, but because i'm going travelling in a couple of weeks. There's this doctor(he's 26) and he makes me very uncomfortable and I really don't like it. I'm usually quite confident and generally well spoken around people but anytime he comes around me I just lose my composure. I know I have a crush on him, but I don't understand why. I can see that he is not that good looking and I have not had any type of conversations that would make me fall for his intellect or sense of humour or anything to that effect. The longest covo we've had was like 45 seconds and it was him asking me about the condition of some patient's faeces. That convo was horrible and afterwards I just felt like he must think i'm an idiot because I was stuttering and sweating like a pig.(urrghh). No one has ever made me feel so...odd and i've had crushes before and i'm always able to squash them. I was able to find him on facebook, should I add him? I don't want him to think i'm some kind of stalker(lol even though I kinda am because I was fervently looking for him on fb and even searched on the general medical council registration board to find his last name...). Boys don't make me act like this, as a matter of fact most people think I don't like boys because I hardly ever have crushes and if I do, I treat them like I don't and i'm usually very good at it, i'm not sure what is up with me this time. Woah...long essay, but if you managed to get to the end, thanks.
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