Conflicting feelings about what happened with my friend's brother

A female age 26-29, *rettyGirlRock writes:

My family is really close with another family they have 3kids 2 are adopted. Well i think of them as my sisters and brother. 2 of the kids are 16, and the youngest girl, emily is 12. I'm 15, almost 16. Well my sista emily asked me to spend the night so i did. They just got an xbox so we were playing call of duety, and emilys older bro matt was teaching us, and i was texting this guy i'm interested in, taylor, and he said something that made me kind of upset, he said we were getting to physical. and emily asked me what was wrong and i wouldnt tell her, but she didnt care, so we went down stairs to watch a movie, but before then matt stopped me and asked me if i wanted to text about it and i said sure. (matt has been dating this girl for 7moths) we started to talk bout it and he was laughing and saying what guy would say that, espcially to me (because i've got alot of compliments, and i've been compared to megan fox before) so i know i'm not ugly. and matt asked me about how far i've gone and i told him he couldn't tell anyone, he said he wouldnt and i told him all the way with my x isaac, whom matt hated. and i thought i loved him thats the only reason i did it. well matt and i were talking bout how horny we were and he said “i wish i could do it with you right now, not gana lie“ i said i would be fine with that if he didnt have a gf. and we were talking bout fooling around for fun. well his sista fell asleep so i texted matt who was upstairs and asked him to come fix the tv so he did then he came over to me, i was sitting in a lazy boy chair and he put his arms so i couldnt get out and started to kiss me and i backed up all the way tell my head hit the back of the chair and he used his hand to tilt my chin up to him and then i stopped refusing because he was a better kisser than i thought he would be and i got caught up in the moment and he tried to finger me but i wouldnt let him so he started to feel me up but right then his sister wolk up and we stopped she didnt ceatch us though. but part of me wants to tell his gf or my mom, and the other part of me wants it to happen again. What should i do about it?

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