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female
age
30-35,
anonymous
writes:Okay so bear with me please it's a really long one. So me and this guy, he was my high school sweetheart. We liked each other for years then dated for about 2 years or more. I cheated on him with another guy and thought I was falling for the other guy. My boyfriend found out then we broke up. I immediately regretted it. Yeah I know..I shouldn't have done it..anywho.. For so long..we kept running back to each other and he was so broken up about it. He started smoking pot and completely changed, but he wasn't over me and I wasn't over him. I ended up dating the guy I cheated with because I was so frustrated and depressed about me and my ex. Me and my ex still kept talking, fighting, went through phases angrily...and I couldn't let him go. I kept asking him to take me back but he wouldn't. Then randomly through all the fighting hooking up and trying to figure out a solution and me establishing a whole new relationship throughout the whole year with the guys I cheated with, my ex asked me to leave the guy I cheated with to go back to him..but I couldn't because of his new life style even though it was my fault he was like this. It's been a YEAR and he's not over me..and I don't think I'm over him..but I made a decision to stay with the new boyfriend we've been together this whole time while me and my ex were still having drama because we had issues of letting each other go...but here's the thing..for a whole month I keep seeing my ex boyfriend in my dreams. And in my dreams, my heart races..I FEEL the anxiety, feelings, the rush and emotions and my heart is fluttering so fast then I wake up. It's horrible, I go to sleep with my boyfriend and keep dreaming about my ex. It's been a year and we are not over each other...Do you think I made the wrong choice in staying with this boyfriend? It's horrible because he's a WONDERFUL man and treats me so well...but why am I dreaming about my ex EVERY single night...he says to this day he's not over me and wants me to give him a chance..but I said no. I'm going crazy. And yes I cheated on him last year that's how I got here..but don't judge please it was a confusing time for me. And I'm still confused...I don't know what to do..and why I keep seeing him in my dreams and getting all those feelings when I see him in them..my boyfriend is a wonderful guy who is loving and caring and I love being with him...but these dreams about my ex..I can't solve them..can someone please give me advice........
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