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anonymous
writes:It all began when i was only 14. I was dragged to my friends 15th birthday which i wasn't exactly looking forward to as i only knew a handfull -well 3 to be exact- of people that was goin to be there. As soon as i walked into the pub where the party was being held i caught eye contact with my friends cousin he was 17 and absolutley gorgeous. Tanned, Dark hair and extremely tall i had always had a crush on him but it began when i was really young. I only got to see him a once a year if i was lucky as he doesnt live anywhere near where i do. I sat down beside his sister who i had became very good friends with she didnt know anyone at the party either which was a releif as we could stick together all night. I obviously never ever told her about my wee crush on her brother as she filled me in on how his girlfriend is completely plastic. The night seemed to drag on and on until we were approached by two guys around the same age as us we were just talking and giggleing away but one of the guys remained silent throughout the night he kept smiling at me and then gave me a plastic rose. He was absolutly charming a total sweetheart and once he bagan talking more i started having fun. After i had been back to my hometown for a few weeks he had texted me i was startled as i didn't think anything develop for that night but we began to talk more and more. We kept in contact through BEBO and MSN then about a year later he was in my village it was a total flook i couldnt believe it. That day we spent all day together with a few of mine and his friends also. But that was the day we first kissed eachother, it wasn't majorly romantic as i didnt really know him that much, well i knew him but i haden't spent more than 4 hours with him ever. we kept in contact he had a girlfriend and i sort of forgot about him to an extent we randomly talked through MSN and TXT. Once he stopped going out with his girlfriend he told me about all his feelings for me and it changed for a random guy i met twice to a whole other werid relationship with friendship and the unknown all in one he was lovely and came to stay at mine one weekend; my mum completely loves him, she thinks he is amazing and my friends seem to think he is obviously in-love with me. He then moved to Glasgow and became good friends with my ex-boyfriend which is when it became complicated. He is trying to create a relationship that would be perfect for me, a relationship that i should want to be in but how can i claim i know him if i have spent 3 years knowing him without spending 3 days with him?
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reader, rudkin1989 +, writes (5 February 2008):
If you really love him and he really loves you, and your mates and family like him, ask him if he like 2 meet up and spend a couple of days with each other. And if you get on well, great! But if you don't, you will always know you had those perfect couple of days with him.
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reader, STAC3Y +, writes (31 January 2008):
You could always give it ago then if it doesn't work out then call it a day at least you tryed and won't be wondering what if i did this? or what if i did that? just talk to him, it seems like your in to each other so i hope it works out for the best! Good Luck x
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