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A female age 30-35, *oYou5194 writes:

I just moved to a new city same state. At my old school I was just getting involed with boys. I was in 7th grade then. And now I am in 8th and I moved here over the summer.So Im in 8th grade now suopose to be in 9th. But lately I have been making out with diff boys and that already messed up my rep at a new school. But I never use to be like this it's like I've changed or somethin. But I just meet this boy who is very attractive and good looking. And alot of girls think that he is cute and like him. Now im not the girl to fall for a boy reall. Because alot of boys always like me and theirs always more than one falling for me even now. But anyways One day my friend invited him to the park and she invited me to because I live close. So I go not knowing that he was there. So it was about 10:30p.m and she had to go wit her step dad. So he was going to walk me home. So me and him strated to talking as he walked me home and we ended up talkin about who we liked. He wouldnt tell me but I knew it was me. but I didnt want it to be me cuz my friend liked him. But I liked someone else that I was still talking to. So by the time we got to my house he told me that it was me that he liked. So he gave me his number and ever since then we were talking constantly. Now one day he wanted to meet up like around my house and I did but the first time we kissed it felt so amazing. But I felt guilty cuz i was tlking to sum 1 and he was tlking to my friend that liked him but he didnt like her. So After that I tld him that I felt that way. And he knew about the other boy and he didnt care. He just told me that he dosent like my friend and he likes me not her. So me and him kept meeting up. Every meeting became more and more intimate. We were'nt boyfriend girlfriend just friends of benefits. So he stop talking to my friend but no one knew me and him met up at night i would sneak out to meet him and our little spot. So we finally got into the topic about sex while texting . And one day he made a remark to me bcuz he found out that I had made out with this boy along time ago. So he said"So do you do the same things you do with me with the other boys"?. And I replided" No! And y does it matter that happened along time ago." And I said "So do you beleive me that i dont do the same thing?" And he jus said " We'll see." And by that I knew he wanted some. So he kept askin if I kuld go over. And I finaly went to his house on a day no one had skool and both r parents had work. And I really think I mean KNOW i did it for the wrong reason. And the next day I go to school and he told people and now everyone knew. So even though I didnt like him I was in it for the benefits too. I got hurt in the end cuz its like I would have never thought him out of all people would do such a thing. Up to last week he is still trying to have me go over his house. But all I want to do is like meet up again at our spot not his house. I think now that we went all the way he thinks their would be no use in just making out like b4 when you can go all the way. But I've ben making excuse on why i cant come to his house. But Im still really hurt on the fact that we dont see each other becuz we did it, And alot of boys r still trying to be my bf and get wit me but Im just tired of everything and dont want new boys I jus wanna stick with what I had.

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