Will someone help me to clear up this confusion?

A female age 30-35, *uck77 writes:

so theres this boy named ed. and were both juniors. im 18 hes 16. 2 years ago we both met in art class the first period the first day of hs ever. im not lieing when i say this but i fell sooo inlove with him. theres so much stuff thats happend. and i hate that i cant read his mind. the first day of hs in 9th grade he was starring at me i mean starring we also had lunch together and the first day he was sitting two tables ahead of me and he was sitting so his back was turned to me and his friend and him were both turned around fully looking at me. also when i went up in lunch line he was starring at me too. so then this girl alison that i met in art the first day was also friends with him so i decided to ask her to ask him how he felt about me. finally after a week she talked to him and she came to me and said that she asked him if he liked me and he said idk but i think shes alittle pretty. well he found out that she told me so he asked this girl for my screen name and then after a few days he imed me and he asked me what allsion said and im not lieing when i say this she is not a lier. so i told him what she said to me and he said" i never said that i said "i dont know, im not going to go around school saying i like somebody when i dont know her" so then we started talking and he made me laugh alot. and then he was like asking me questions like how many boy friends have i had and about my family. and how far ive gone with a guy. and then he had to go for soccer practice and i asked him if the next day we were goin to talk and he goes well see. and we didnt talk the next day. i imed him a week or two after and said you dont think i like you do you and he said no and i go good. wow i know big mistack. well to make this shorter ill get to better parts. in lunch his friends would stare at me i mean stare and so would he. then in tenth grade it was better he started becomin more obviouse. he was in my art class untill he droped out and prolly cuz of me. i dont care though i was releaved. then i decided hey im goin to talk to him and ask him if hell be friends with me. so in may i finally went up to him and i go hey can we be friends i feel like we got off on the wrong foot and he was trying to get his locker open and was sittin there goin faster and faster lol. and he goes sure and i go okee dokee and left without getting his number lol and then the next day when i saw him he looked at me like he was expecting me to say hi but i chickend out and didnt say anything and a few days he kept this up and then he lost hope. so in the morning we get 15 mins to walk around and get ready for class. well he would follow me and my friends around with his. and he does it this year. and when id walk outta classes hed walk behind me and hed be sooo far up my butt it wasnt funny. so after that whole us being friends crap i met this boy named jef and well that screwed everything up. the day of our exams we were outside and ed was in a group and i was with my friends and jeff. and jeff was chasing me around and i ran past ed and my friends saw his reaction and i saw some of it too. ed was faced out of his circle lookin at me with his mouth droped alittle and he had this realllyyyy sad look in his eyes like he was goin to cry. i also saw him inside the scholl on the stairs with his friends. he was away from them tho kinda. and i looked at him and he was lookin at me and he looked like he was about to cry i swear. you dont understand how horrible i feel for it. so over the summer i got eds number and i used my friends fone to text him. and i used some one elses name wich he didnt believe anyway lol. but the interesting part was that i was naming girls that he might like to him in the year book trying to find out who he likes and i said my name and i said " what about (my name) if you even know her but shes ugly" and he says exactly "lolllllllllllllllllllolllllllllllllolllllllllll shes not ugly" so im like freakin out and i go so its her adn he said no and then he goes by the way i never believed this was and then the girl i used name. so then this year, me and his bro epter started hanging out and well it was another one of my brilliant plans not. i used my friend to pretend she likes peter so i could get to him to get to ed lol. and well it didnt work they both fell inlove and hes 17 and shes 14 and he found out and thenn me and peter went out secretly and well he hooked up if you know what i mean. well now peter is going out with some chick tryna get me jelous and i dont really care cuz i want ed. and dont think im a slut it was my first time doin anything and were the same age. well now ed walks around lookin at me like befor at least when id look at him hed look away now he doesnt bother to look away. and evertime i go to pass him he tries some way to run into me like ill have no room to move over and hell extend his arm out but then i move away into my friends. we stay after and hell be in the halls "going to his locker" like ever 5 mins when he sees me and he opens his locker and puts a piece of paper in there lol. well one day i also fell on my butt in the hallway infront of him he walked past me trying to hold in his laughter. im very clumsy. so i have nooooo clue what to do if you could give me advice. that was soooo long i know lol im sorry that isnt even all thats happend haha. but please i need major advice here. pleaseeeeeee. thank youuu

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