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writes: i ran upstairs as fast as i could, i need to find him it was my last chance and then in the classroom i saw him standing in the corner, he's eyes glisten in the morning i was so thirsty inlove for him i ran to him holding his hands but was trying to let go i got down on my knees to him and ask him if i have a chance to love him i was so desperate in loving him i just don't know what to do i really love him but he doesn't felt anything for me... but i knew deep insidehe has feelings for me he shows me mixed signals for the past months that ive confide my feelings to himhe also thanked me for the gift that i gave to himon his birthday...but all that changed at the end of the year when i've commited a crime we were the laughing stock of all highschool students soon it reached freshmen to senior high... all of them think that it was a very scandalous action...but i was misunderstood. my parents were shocked at what happened, they accept me for who i am but not in this...i feel like he will never forgive me for what i've done to him i was so guilty i can't sleep i can't eat all i wanted to do is cry...but i learned something...a lesson that i've learned from my mistake..."loving someone doesnt mean giving everything you've got it means letting go of that person"...a year have passed... we still see each other on the hallway but my feelings for him is still kepthidden in my heart but all i wanted was tostart all over again i want to be friends w/ himto clean all the mess ive made and finally to be neutral to him...can he still forgive me?... can we still end upa good relationship as friends while all the studentbody is against us? Reply to this Question
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reader, marktan_smiley +, writes (31 October 2006):
marktan_smiley is verified as being by the original poster of the questionThe first paragraph was my introduction, try 2 understand
the 1st paragraph more there you'll find the action i've
done infront of the whole high school student body...
that happened on the last day of the schoolyear
and inside the classroom when the class was dismissed...
my problem is: how are we going to put things back again the way it was and be friends and to forget everything when all of the highschool students doesnt forget the
incident last year???
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reader, anonymous, writes (30 October 2006): seriusly!! ya wa?
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reader, eyeswideopen  +, writes (30 October 2006):
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reader, anonymous, writes (30 October 2006): Dear, your post shows your creative writing skills, stick with that and develop that. I have no clue from your writings what crime it was that you committed or what your boyfriend had to do with it, all I can say is that you seem to be a rather intense person, and quite frankly intense emotions scare most boys away, not bring them closer because they want a woman who is in emotional control of herself. It seems odd to say, that you should not hide from your emotions and should be allowed to confess them all to him, but the truth of the matter is that though you need to not hide your emotions from yourself, you need to "own" them, meaning it is your responsibility to manage them, and realize that no one else is responsible for how you feel at any given time, it is only yours to decide how to act upon those emotions and whether or not you are willing to live with the consequences of what you do, i.e. living with the student body being against you....don't put this on him.
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